Inferior pampering

Chapter 115

　But before she died, she leaked her words. During the five minutes before her death, she was delirious, and she leaked the secret she had kept for a lifetime.

　　"The way my father got her back then was disgraceful, and even killed her first love. She hated my father all her life, and hated me, a product of his blood. But because of me and her first love She has the same eye color, so she forced herself to bring me up. Until she died, she wanted me to be soberly aware of the fact that she didn't love me."

　　There was no trace of sadness in He Zhuo's tone, but his eyes drooped in disappointment. Ji Tingyu wanted to hug him, but he gently stopped him.

　　"And then there's you, my... first love?"

　　He rubbed the cat's ears and told how the two of them started.

　　"We fell in love at first sight on the snow mountain. I told you a lot that night, remember?"

　　Ji Tingyu nodded sadly: "You said, you have many physical defects, low self-esteem and sensitivity, tyrannical desires, easy to lose control when you enter the manic stage, let me seriously consider whether I can accept such a person."

　　But he could have avoided taking this route.

　　He Zhuo bent his eyes, Ji Tingyu's words that day were still vivid in his memory: "Tell me, you don't mind."

　　"You said that the body is the most loyal comrade-in-arms, and it will always fight side by side with me. Even if everyone doesn't love it, I still love it. Xiaoyu, that was the first time someone told me this since I was a child."

　　He looked into Ji Tingyu's eyes with a devout look as if he was chasing his own shooting star in the sky.

　　"You are very powerful and beautiful. You are the first person I want to put down the so-called ridiculous and pitiful protective cover to fight for. You don't know how many psychological training courses I took during the two years waiting for you to return to China to control my emotions. Manic periods and bad tempers. Then you came back to China, I proposed, my dreams came true, and I had a partner who respected and loved me, but..."

　　His voice was difficult: "But I just touched your hair, and you pointed a gun at me."

　　"Sorry, I was sick at that time..." Ji Tingyu also lowered his head, his neck was wet with tears, his heart ached beyond measure.

　　He Zhuo hugged him and kissed him again.

　　"I didn't know you were sick, you were trembling with fear, but I didn't see it, I was very inferior at that time, I thought you detested me like others, and used me as a tool to restore your family."

　　"I can't see your scars and pain. I just want to escape from that place with my poor self-esteem. I... am afraid to see you, afraid that you will show the same eyes as everyone else."

　　The wolf king is not powerful, he is just a modified and failed experiment, a poor worm who wants someone to love him.

　　If Ji Tingyu was not sick at the time, he would have lifted his chin and said to him: "Huh? What's wrong with being bigger? I like big ones who are fluffy and firm when hugged. If anyone says you are big, you Tell me and I'll beat him home!"

　　But by mistake, they fell in love at first sight at the best age, but became partners at the worst time.

　　"I really want to dig William out and flog his corpse..."

　　Ji Tingyu held back his tears and said harshly: "I'm going back to China and beat your dad up all over the place. I will never call him Grandpa Howard again. Next time I report to work, I will take out his dentures and throw them into the toilet. "