Chapter 7: You can't judge me

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Trigger Warning this chapter will contain: panic attack, mention of murder and abuse



-Marcus Carpenter was found dead in an abandoned warehouse. Unfortunately he was almost unrecognizable as his face was covered in bruises. His arms were cut off and words were roughly carved into his body. He also seemed to have been heavily beaten before he was eventually killed. They also found three bullets in his body. His brother Dylan Carpenter is still missing and his wife is nowhere to be found-

The woman on the TV said Isaiah turned it off
And everyone just stayed quiet
"Miss Goodwin.....isn't he your husband?"
The first to speak was Miguel my sister got up from the couch and look straight at me as if asking a question she already knew the answer to I couldn't meet her eyes
"Renessa...." I could feel everyone snap their eyes at me boring holes into my head
"Nessa....did you?" she asked me but I stayed silent as she frowned even more
"That's why you left right...you said you were going on a...GOD RENESSA" Isaiah said and I flinched at the tone in his voice
"I knew we couldn't trust you!" Meagan

"Elijah say something!" Stacy

"Why would you bring someone like this here!?" Lucas

"What the fuck!?" Chris the other brother

These are to many people opening their big ass mouths
The only one who hasn't said anything was Elijah I couldn't look at him I was afraid of what I would see in his eyes
Disappointment? Hate? Disgust?....fear?
That's okay he was bound to find out anyway
"I was wondering when they would find him it took longer then thought....his brother must have been desperate"

"Did you know?" Isaiah asked but the question wasn't directed at me
"Of course I didn't the last time she lost it like this was years ago and she didn't kill anyone that time"
"What do you mean that time? Tell me more"
There really is something about Isaiah's eyes they have a weird glint....
"5 years ago some classmates tried to drown Renessa people at school said she promised she would do something the next day the kids didn't come to school and they went missing for days until they were dumped at the principals doorstep covered in blood . I never thought she would go this far" why are they speaking as if I'm not here?

"Don't stress about it it's not good for you" came from Miguel
"But what made-
"They hurt my sister dammit! the most important person in my life right now. I can't stand her being in pain so when I heard that my sweet and kind sister was being mistreated by not one but EVERYONE in that damn house I fucking lost it alright!"
I finely screamed

"And none of you get to judge me for it, I found out what you did you did to your ex fiancé Meagan, and I know damn well your rich dead husbands didn't just die of some illness or old age Stacy, Lucas and Chris none of you either you used to be school bullies you once bullied a girl so bad she committed suicide. Isaiah you don't get to judge me because you did the exact same for an old classmate. And u Elijah.....you shot that one kid who bullied Isaiah right?" When I said his name my voice changed from sharp and angry to soft and frustrated. It's pissing me off

"So if you all think you get to judge me for killing the bastard that hurt my sister you're nothing but lowlife hypocrites"

Everyone was quiet once I finished my rant
Good you can't run a fucking mafia and judge me mad and you most definitely can't be in love with a mob boss and judge me that just won't work

"You know nothing about me-

"Oh really? don't I? You think I don't see the way you stare at my fiancé? The looks you give him when nobody is looking? You think I don't know about your past Meagan? My whole point in me naming the things you have done is to prove that none of you are better then me I'm any way. At least the reason why me, Isaiah and Elijah did it was because we cared about our family and friends! What about you?!" My voice raised slightly at the end. The audacity of this girl....she makes want to.....
"Just to be clear hear Nessa...I am not judging you alright" I looked over at Isaiah too see him laughing....grinning from ear to ear. Sometimes I really think his a psychopath. Sometimes. Really

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