Deserted

Life

"To face the music- to accept criticism or punishment for something you have done"

_Cambridge Advanced Learner's Dictionary_

What is the meaning of life when everything you've ever lived for has just faded before your eyes? But you keep living even though you don't know why. It's like being marooned on an island with no food or water but this tiny hope that a ship might pass by and again you knowing the chances are slim. Who will you blame then for your unfortunate sorry self? Your mother or dead father, your cat or your dog, your old grandmother, or you? Maybe if you were never conceived you wouldn't have to face it all. Or if you had just died along with them, will you have gone through this painful happiness, this hurtful joy or this guilty peace? Imagine once being a carefree, enthusiastic typical teenager and now a lousy, useless, pathetic emotional teenager so full of nothing but self pity. And they say life is fun, what sad humour, such lying truth!