lost Mafia Princess

3.

Pov Adriana
I woke up from a nightmare I turned to look at the clock on my nightstand"well great it's 4am new record"I got out of bed and walked to the kitchen but I couldn't find it so I turned around when I bumped into vincente"sorry sorry I just came to get some water"vincente looked at me with a smile"hey baixhina calm it's okay come I give you some water"I walked after vincente he gave me some water"so tell me baixhina why are you awake so early"I looked at him and that's when he picked tried to pick me but I flinched a little"hey don't be scared baixhina I'm just picking you okay" I noded but he couldn't see it so I said"okay" he picked me up and put me on the kitchen counter so he could see me"so why are you awake baixhina it's to early you should sleep" "I couldn't sleep"I whispered And looked him in the eyes and that's when he saw my eyes because he turned the light on in the kitchen"baixhina why did you hide your eyes they beautiful"and that's when I forgot that I don't have contacts in"pleas don't tell the others"vincente looked weird at me "why they should know you're eyes are beautiful and now you look just like Adriano" I smiled a little I looked at his arm"did that hurt"he looked weird at me again"what did hurt"I pointed to his tattoo he smiled a little"well only the tattoo on my chest and don't even think about getting a tattoo young lady"I just giggled a little and thats when vincente picked me up again and walked with me to his room he put me in his bed and pulled me closer"sleep baixhina"I put my head in his chest and Fell asleep without a nightmare
(4 hours later) I woke up and slept well I tried to get out of the grip from vincente and walked to my room and got in the shower but I didn't know if I could shower warm so I just went under the cold shower I got out I looked at the mirror to all my bruises"I'm disgusting" I put my brown contacts in and put my clothes on
I walked to the kitchen and tried to get some water but I'm to small I swear I live with giants even my mother is tall I saw Orlando walking into a room so I followed him and my parents and my brothers except vincente and Adriano sat at the dinning table "good morning baby did you sleep well" my mother asked me I just noded and sat on just a chair my brothers looked at me and that's when Adriano and vincente came"that's not you're chair it's Adriano's"Rodrigo said in a annoying tone vincente took a seat and I got up as fast as possible"hey hey amore just sit I don't mind"Adriano said and than all my brother's started gasping"shut up with the gasp thing it's annoying"Adriano said. he can read minds my parents and brother's started eating and I just sat still"amore eat something it's important okay and I don't want to hear another story about food from Orlando" Adriano whispered to me I looked at him an whispered back"am I allowed to take some food"he looked at me with a frown "why would you not be allowed to eat"and that's when I figured out that I said something I shouldn't say so I started to think about a lie"uhm John and shara always talk to each other before eating"I told him while and that was the stupidest lie I ever told and he knows that I was lying"don't lie to me amore"I looked at him and that's when everyone looked at us I said"I'm not lying"Adriano turned his head a little to the side "Adrianna you're doing the exact same thing when I lied when I was younger"I looked at him dumbfounded Adriano said"that thing with you're nose and biting your lip a little so tell me the truth amore" and that's when Rodrigo said"probably one of those skin bitches who lose weight to impress they're crush... news flash nobody wants you you pathetic and useless be happy we even gave you're food"I tried to hold my tears back but I couldn't"you're right I'm useless and pathetic and all I can do is mess things up so sorry but good thing for you you will not see me again and sorry that I'm ruining your life but guess what my life is already ruined"I got up and ran to my room I took my backpack in the corner and throw all my clothes in it and ran downstairs and that's when Oscar and Julio we're standing before the door"pleas get out of my way it's clearly you guys don't want me here"Julio looked shocked"what Rodrigo said he didn't mean it he's just....not used to changes and you're a big change he Loves you Adriana everyone loves you when we heard that we would get a babysitter he was so happy and we never saw him so happy in his lives...wel there was this one time when he was younger he got from dad his first chocolate an...."Oscar said Julio looked at him and told him"get to the point"Oscar said"right you're not useless and you're not pathetic so please stay Rodrigo loves you so much"I wiped my tears away"well he's not good in showing it"Julio and Oscar laughed"you're right he's not good in showing it"they said at the exact same time we walked to dinning room I looked at my parents"I'm sorry I shouldn't be so dramatic"I looked at Rodrigo"and I'm sorry that I screamed at you I hope you can forgive me"Rodrigo looked at me and had tears in his Eyes"if someone is sorry it should be me I shouldn't say such things to you you're my sister and I should protect you and love you not screaming and saying such bad things can you forgive me"I walked to him and hugged him what I never should do but maybe this family really loves me we all sat down and started eating I just took some bread and Even that I couldn't finish"estrela don't tell me you're full you didn't even finish you're bread"Orland said I looked at him "I'm still full from yesterday" I lied "fine but you will eat more tonight at dinner"Orlando said I noded and wanted to clean the table "honey you don't have to do that the maids are doing that" my mom told me "I...uhm... okay"my father looked at Adriano and Adriano looked at me"amore dad and I want to talk to you in my office now"I looked at him"am I in trouble if so I'm sorry" "no amore we just want to talk about you and tell the rules everyone follows"Adriano tells me he stood up just like dad and I walked after him into a office dad and Adriano sat behind the desk I sat in front of them dad started to tell"so honey do you like it here still after what happened with Rodrigo"noded then dad noded and stood up "okay Adriano she is all yours now"and he left I thought is he going to punish me and I think Adriano saw it"hey...hey amore I'm not going to punish you"I sigh with relief"so Adriana let's start with the rules shall we"I noded
"Fist rule verbal answers and look us in the eyes"
I thought this rule is going to be hard I'm not used to talking much
"Second rule"
Respect to all of you're brothers and our parents and we ofcourse give you respect"
This rule is not bad I can do that
"Third rule no boyfriend's you can be friends with them but no boyfriend's"
I can do that cause nobody wants me to be there girlfriend
"Fourth rule don't go to the basement and third floor"
Okay this rule is weird
"Fifth rule no alcohol use or drugs use or smoking"
I will never do that
"Sixth rule if you're leaving please let me or you're other brother's know"
This rule is is good I always ask permission
"And last rule please don't wear revealing clothes cause you're brothers and I don't like it i if boy's are looking at you"
Like I would wear revealing clothes I'm not like the other girls on my old school
"Any questions amore"
I noded
"Adriana remember the first rule verbal"
I looked up and said "uhm what's in the basement and third floor?"
Adriano looked at me
"It's for our business so please don't go there Adriana promise me"
I thought who works in the basement"I'll promise I won't go there"
Adriano looked relieved
"Okay amore you can go now  if you don't have more questions"
I looked at him"I don't have any questions can I leave now?"
"Sure amore you can leave"
I walked out of the office when I saw pictures of me and my parents and brother's on the wall I stopped to look at it I looked happy.i walked to my room and went to my table and started writing in my dairy

Dear dairy
I saw pictures of me and my brothers on the wall.i looked happy and saw that they loved me will I ever be that happy girl again after what I've been threw cause everyone has a chapter they don't read out loud and I hate the flashbacks of things I don't want to remember and I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in my head when I don't even understand it myself
Love you dear dairy
And than I fell asleep on the table