Corpse has been paranoid about your relationship ending especially since you usually come home while he is streaming, cook/eat, sometimes go to kiss him before going to bed. You don't "visit" him while he is streaming much anymore or cling to him while watching tv or sleeping and it is making him really anxious. One day Karl asks how you were doing and he bursts into tears explaining everything. Karl tries reassuring him. You overheard everything and went in and comforted him and reminded him that you're only his. But also explained to him that you were giving him space after over hearing him say to Karl that you could be "suffocating" and how much that hurt you.
"She's suffocating sometimes" Suffocating,suffocating is that what he really thought of you? Is that what you really were? You couldn't stop thinking about it,every time you'd lean in closer to cuddle or hug him,you'd remember 'suffocating' and you'd stop yourself. It hurt to even look at him,which is why you did everything you could to avoid him. You'd stay late at work and come back while he was streaming,eat and get ready for bed. Bring him a bottle of water and give him a goodnight kiss before you go to bed,feeling cold and alone,but mostly sad that you couldn't be cuddling him. You'd cry until you heard the door to his recording room open and you'd quickly stop,only to start again when you were sure he was fully asleep. Sometimes you reach out to touch his cheek but that only for a second.
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A few days later you had a day off work and you were just laying around doing whatever,until you saw that your phone was almost out of battery and got up to grab your charger. When you walked past his recording room you heard him say your name and you just stopped.
"Me and Y/N?"
"Yeah,how have you been doing?" Suddenly you heard him crying
"I-I don't think she wants to be with me anymore,she doesn't love me anymore"
"No way,Y/N loves you more than I could imagine. I don't thing you could survive without each other"
"I don't think so,she barely cuddles or kisses me anymore" You couldn't take more of this,hearing him cry broke your heart. You walked in,not caring to knock as you ran to him and hugged him. "Y/N"
"I love you,don't you dare doubt that. You're my everything,you're the reason I smile everyday and you're the reason I get out of bed every morning. I love you more than you could possibly imagine"
"Than why did you-"
"Because I heard you say that I was suffocating,so I stopped. You don't know how much it hurt to hear you saw that,that's why I left you alone,I didn't want to be suffocating you"
"No,Y/N that's not what I-" He pulled you closer and you were both down on the floor. "I love you,but I find it hard to show how I feel. I was a bit jealous of how easily you showed how much you love me. I just couldn't handle that much affection" He put his head on your shoulder "But I never wanted you to stop. When you did I thought you didn't love me anymore"
"Corpse,I'll always love you" You spent a moment just holding him,running your hand through his hair "Maybe just talk to me next time,okay?"
"I should've done that from the start"
