Sköll FENIER

Secrets (part 1)

-fen-
I was sitting on the grass in my front garden, feeling the warm sun on my cheeks. Drew was with me and laying on his back "want a drink..?" I asked smiling at him to which he replied "yes please hehe coke if you have any?" I blushed and went silent "we have no juices .. I'm sorry.. I only drink water.. It messes up my stomach if I drink anything else..." I said nervously. He looked at me with a confused expression "why..?" He asked "because.. It just does Yeh I'll just get you some hehe .." I quickly sprung up and ran inside and I poured him a glass of water. I suddenly felt Drew's arms wrap around me from behind "..?! What are you doing..?" I asked shakily.

-drew-
I wrapped my arms around Fenier's waist. I waited long enough to get him absolutely alone. It was my time to act! "I love you Fen.." I whispered to him nervously and kissed him softly on the neap of his neck wrapping my hands around his slender waist. I wanted his touch.. I wanted his love .. Every piece of him.. I kiss him on the neck and slowly make my way up his neck until
my lips reach his jaw. I love him so much I was willing to do anything for him. I was willing to DO him if that's what it takes..! But I'm not going to do that.. That's rape .. No.. I would never rape him.. That's a disgusting thing to do.. It's violation.. Not to my Fen..

-Fen-

I feel his warm caressing hands go down my lower stomach. I've been dreaming of this moment.. Oh god I wanted it to happen so badly... It's the stuff of my bedtime dreams..! Do I need to be woken up..?! "I love you too..." I pluck up the courage to say it back and I smile, I can tell that he's smiling too... We are in love with each other and all we want is each other's touch.
I feel his hands make they're way down to my pubic line and I blush. His lips softly kissing my neck... I love every second of being under his control.. Under his spell.. Oh Jesus .. I don't know anything about this kinda stuff ..! I.. I ... I've only ever seen a little bit of gay porn ..! I was scared .. I was so inexperienced..! Im only 12 ..! I only found out I way gay since like two years ago!! My hands started to shake nervously and I start to seriously think "D-Drew..? Do.. You want to have sex with me ..?" I asked nervously.. To which he replies "God yes... Yes .."
This is it..!
I'm scared but drew is a year older than me ..! I feel safe in his arms and I know that he could never hurt me. I trust him.. And I think I'm ready to give him my virginity .."here..?" I ask.
"Let's do it in a bed okay.." He smiles and picks me up princess style and I giggle.