The beginning of peice 💘

Part 3 🙏

I filled in the test and now all we needed to do is wait. It was only 10 minutes but it felt like it was a whole hour. There was only 4 minutes left. I didn't know whether i should be exited or scared, but i was both.

I had always wanted to have a baby, but not at 14. I was very scared since i have alot going on in my life especially dealing with my eating disorder. i wouldnt be the best mom but i would also be helpfull to my children i mean having a teenager mom is cool.. right? I think more about this that i forgot about the timer completely!

"Lindsay, its been 10 minutes. Do you wanna check or can i?"

I really didnt feel like checking any of them. So i let Alex do it.

"So.. what happened?"

"Lindsay.. your pregnant"

thats the last thing i heard before i started blacking out. The next hour i woke up at the hospital next to Alex. I can feel his hand on mine as i start waking up. He calls the doctor and we wait a couple of minutes vefore he arives

"Im so happy you woke up. But im very sorry about what happened, but look. Your going to be an amazing mom and im gonna be a good father too. So dont worry lindsay. Dont worry" said alex. i wanted to get up to tell him thank you but the doctor comes in . But i flet like he understood me.

"Hi miss and mister jackson how are you doing today?"

"Oh im sorry im not miss jackson yet, im lindsay, lindsay hollan."

"What do you mean not yet?" I dont respond

"Anyways. Miss holland what you had just experienced was just a black out nothing intense. Did anything traumatic happened before that?"

"Yes.. i just found out i was pregnant.."

"It might have been caused by that, luckely you did not experience any memory loss or anything worst. It wasent something intense so dont you worry!" He says.

"What about the baby?"

"The baby is healthy and hes just fine. If you want i can schedule you an appointment for an ultrasound next week? With doctor Omar?"

"Yes thank you so much!"

"Your free to go home"

Alex gave me a ride home. We had a very intresting conversation in the car

"Are you thinking or getting an abortion or are you keeping it?"he asked

"Alex. No matter what happened, this is my baby and im keeping it. I dont wanna lose him or her even if it was accidental."

"And im okay with that. I really don't wanna get an abortion. I dont even wanna think about my baby gone."

"Are you you going to tell your parents soon?" I asked him. The thing is that im scared to tell them.. but my parents arent really around much. But i dont think they would care right?

"I think im telling them tonight. I dont think i can wait more. What about you? How you thought about when your telling them?" he asks me.

Oh probably after you tell them, if it goes well then maybe ill concider." I tell him that Knowing that all i said was fake.

I was scared to tell my parents, rich parents never take things well. Ive never really imaged it happening so it didn't really matter. But even tho my parents are rich. There still columbian. And latino parents are the most controlling. My parents aren't as much strict but when it come to pregnancy and these type of stuff it was never there thing.