Thug love and girls

Baby Girl

Dezirae POV

Hey guys my name is Dezirae Lewis. I'm seventeen years old, I'm 5'0, yea I know I'm short. I'm caramel/moca chocolate. I have nice black mid back hair, nice curves, thick as a motherfucker, small boobs,but still can take your man or girl, nice white/straight smile, hazel/brown eyes, small lips, big ass, pretty I guess, dimples, I'm Jamaican mixed with Trinidadian and mixed with American. Anyways, I'm bisexual. I have a girlfriend, her name is Diamond. Diamond is about 5'6, sexy as hell, mixed/light skinned, medium/plumped lips, thick as hell in all the right places, beautiful smile, curly long red hair, green eyes, big boobs, deep dimples, bisexual, and my baby. I have a three year old daughter, Zayla. She looks just like me. She's beautiful. Even though she's a mistake, I fell in love with her when I had her. Her father, Tay my ex used me because he wanted to take my virginity. I was depressed, stressed, wanted to give up on everything in life, I even wanted to give up Zayla. I hate myself for being stupid and giving up my cookie.

I got out of my thoughts and reached for my phone. I see a good morning text from my baby.

TEXT MODE

WIFEY- Good morning baby girl. I miss you. ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️I can't wait to see your beautiful smile☺️. One of these days I wanna wake up to your beautiful face in the morning. I love you so much and my baby girl Zayla. Baby, you make my day just by seeing your face and hearing your voice. I love you so much and your my one and only. See you at school.

Me- Good morning baby girl. Just thinking about you warms my heart♥️. I don't know what I would do without you. I would probably die. Your the reason why I'm the person I am today. Your my one and only love♥️. Your one of the best things that ever happened to me. I thank God everyday that your in my life. I love you so much, that's it's unconditional love. See you at school baby.

WIFEY- ☺️☺️☺️

TEXT MODE OVER

I woke up Zay a.k.a Zayla.

"Wake up baby girl" I whispered in her ear

"I don't wanna go to dwaycware" she said in her baby voice

"Why not"? I said getting our clothes.

"The kids at scwool pick on me" she said rubbing her eyes.

That literally broke my heart.

"What do they say Zay" ? I said placing her on my lap.

"They say that I'm ugwy,skwinny, and a mistake"

Oh my gosh. I can't believe my baby is getting bullied at daycare. How do these little kids know these stuff, like their just a bunch 1,2,3,4,5 year olds like what the fuck.

"Mommy how am I a mistake"? She asked

"Your not a mistake okay. Now let's go take a shower" I did carrying her to the bathroom.

I turn the water on warm because I don't want the hot water to burn her skin. I love taking a shower in hot water. It relaxes me. I took off her night wear and her diaper. I took off my clothes. I felt the water and it was nice and warm. We stepped in the shower because I don't have time for her taking a bath. I wet her skin and soaped her up. I placed her in this little baby chair in the shower. I soaped up my skin good.

We both rinsed off. I dried her off with her towel that says Mommy's Little Girl on it. I dried off my skin. I wrapped her towel around her and wrapped my towel around me.

I picked out cheetah tights, a black short sleeve shirt, and black sandals for Zay. I looked in my closet to pick out something to wear. I picked out my black sweat pants with my half black shirt letting my belly piercing. I picked out my leather jacket. For my shoes I put on my timberlands. I wore me black hat. For my jewelry I put on my gold spike necklace. I put on my red lipsticks. I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked good (pic of her outfit is above). My baby looked good too.