maroon (part four) (mini poem collection series)

bomb

how long has it been?
a few months at most
now you're texting me
it's like i've seen a ghost

you say you want to give it another go
said i had the potential to be your girl
3 whole weeks
with nothing to show
didn't know you could be so cold

we kissed and laid down
on my full sized bed
said i made you the happiest
isn't that what you said?

i believed you
i did
how foolish of me
how was i supposed to know
that this was only temporary

i was on such a high
your hand in mine
the way you looked at me
how sweet your eyes were
but your actions made my stomach turn

were your words
just a bunch of lies
or were they love bombs in disguise?

you blocked me after
your final goodbye
it was through text
what a selfish way to come by

after my tears dried
i gave it back to you
removed you from socials
you are no longer what i consume

you can't hurt me anymore
even if you change your mind
i won't put my heart through that
for a guy who says he's "fine".

i hope you think about me
when you're alone and cold
without me to warm you up
sorry for being so bold

i may love stronger than most
did that run you off?
i'm sorry my warm embrace
made you want to run away

it's okay if you didn't want me
at least i do
sorry i wasn't good enough for you
try finding another girl to make you swoon