Depression Rants.

SHIT. SHITYTTTRJHGJSKBRL

So I'm really just going to start this off with a huge kick in my goddamn soul here.

I was actually feeling pretty good today, y'know, not sad or anything. Started off pretty good. Then I just got slapped across my fucking room by a sudden hit of depression. Wow! Thanks, self!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Ranting, right? Yeah. That's why I started this.

I'm more or less just putting my thoughts down here to be pissed off and stuff and put there somewhere where the public can enjoy them, I guess. Or not enjoy them. They can do whatever they fucking want with this.

So.

Have you ever just been around amazing people that you love so much? I'll hope for a yes there. I was today, but then the first one left. I was pretty okay after that, went on my laptop, fucked around on Minecraft, all that good stuff. After a bit, I started a Skype call with the bae. Yes, the bae. Oooooooooooo. What even the fuck just happened. Anyway. So, he had to go, and I just sort of went with it. Yeah, go ahead.

And then, I was lonely as all fuck.

Really, I thought I'd be fine, but here I am, right after it happened, with this huge pit of emptiness in my chest. I really was okay, but then my room just got really quiet, and I realized I was alone. That's usually a good thing in my terms, I really love being alone and in the quiet, but I was sad. Still am sad as I'm writing this.

I know I'll see him again today, but, I still feel pretty much like a pile of horse shit at the moment.

Yeah, I'm done writing this. I'm probably going to go rant about a crappy person I hate in a new chapter after this. Wooooo.

*runs away, flipping everyone off*