It has been 1 week sines we last talked...
I hate my self for not getting over you
I regret my choice of ending thing but at the same time I know it was for the best
We were not meant to be together now, maybe one day but not now
I feel like I forget the bad parts all the time I just remember the good moments, like when I was in your arms. Your arms are the only ones I feel confortable with.
I can't get over you, I hope some day I will because it's exhausting waiting for a text I know I won't get. I dream of you, dreams where we get back together and we cuddle and kiss.
I don't know how I will react when I will see you next year. I know I would want you back but I don't want to at the same time. You never realised how much you said things that hurt me. You never realised how much I like(d) you. You don't have a clue. You weren't sure of me, never. That was tiering too. So please keep your distance with me or I don't know how I will react.
I'm tired and I can't cry I don't know why the tears don't wan't to come. Please let me get over you. I think of you all the time, everything reminds me of you, when I see a cute gay couple, when I hear someone talking about the movie up, when I hear wonderwall, when I see a tall girl, even just waking makes me think of you, when I hold my doudou I think of you, when I try to sleep in my big bed I think of you, I think of you soooooo much.
I write this in English cause I know you are really bad in the language so I'm sure you won't read this.
I hope it's the last time I write here, cause that will mean I got over her and moved on.
So the end...
I hope
