how it began

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I stood there, on the edge of the cliff, the winds howling around me, threatening to consume me. The cold, biting air lashed against my skin, echoing the hollowness within me. It had been five years since I lost her, but the pain still clawed at my soul, refusing to let go. My grandmother, my rock, my source of warmth in this desolate world, snatched away by the cruel hands of fate. "Hey, Grimmie! Look alive, buddy!" a chipper voice called out from behind. I turned, plastering a forced smile on my face as my friends approached, blissfully unaware of the demons that haunted me. "Hey, guys," I said, my voice hollow, barely hiding the void inside. Dave clapped his hand on my back, oblivious to the weight on my shoulders. "Ready for some fun today? We're gonna tear up the skate park!" "Yeah, sure," I murmured, my gaze lost in the horizon. "But hey, man," Dave continued, concern lacing his voice. "You've been acting off lately. Everything okay?" I looked at him, my facade cracking for a moment, before I quickly shut it down. "Yeah, just going through some stuff," I replied with a shrug. "Talk to us, Grimmie," Lucy chimed in, her voice full of genuine worry. "You're not alone, okay? We're here for you." I swallowed the lump forming in my throat, blinking back the tears threatening to spill over. "Thanks, guys. I appreciate it." As we skated down the winding roads, the wind whipping past us, I couldn't help but wonder, would I ever find true happiness again? Or was I destined to forever bathe in the shadows of my grandmother's absence? Little did I know, that this day would be the catalyst for a journey that would lead me down a path of reflection, healing, and unlikely companionship, forcing me to confront my deepest fears and unravel the darkness within me.

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