suicide//depression//self harm quotes

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but he's silent, he just looks at her as if she's a monster.

"you wanted to know my secret," she whispers,"now, you do."

he brings his hands up slowly, almost as if he's afraid. he brings them to her mutilated arms. he traces his fingers over each one, from inner elbow to just below where her hand starts. over faded and new. he is silent for a while.

"i guess you regret your pushing to know." she says quietly.

"n-no, i just didn't expect this." he responds.

"no one does."

his hands retreat to his sides as he stands, grabbing his things and making his way out.

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that night, as she raises the blade to her arm for the last time, she recalls the look of disgust and disappointment on her love's face. she digs the blade as deep as it can go into her wrist and watches the blood escape from her veins.

"goodbye." she whispers before the world fades into darkness.

~ ~ ~ ~

three days later at her funeral, he stands in front of her, tears running down his face. he runs his hands over her wrists.

"i get why you did it." he whispers and walks out, placing a kiss on her cold, pale forehead and rubs his wrists, enjoying the pain it gives him.

~ ~ ~ ~

my own thoughts.