And We went to drink, And Talk small talks
Jokes, And I went home, it was really fun like. The best day. I went to sleep and I woke up 10:00PM And I saw my friend chat to me I reply saying sorry because I didn't see her chat because. I fell asleep and she just said it's fine so I went back to.sleep I had a dream about this guy it was blurry but It seems familiar then suddenly wake up it's 7:00AM in the morning and I start my usual morning routine and get ready and I went for a walk for some fresh air when I recognize a guy from my dream which is.... Kinda familiar so I look at him intensively and. recognize it was the guy I bump. into the market and, the guy from the. Starbuck. So I went to him and say Hi. I introduced my self to. him we went for a small talk and exchange numbers so I went back home. And I chatted him. And he was really sweet But I didn't fall for it because i don't know him really well so I chatted my friend about him and she was really crazy about it. So I went to sleep because it's 8:00PM already I didn't notice because I was really busy talking to him. And I woke up sound. Of a alarm it's 7:00AM I start getting ready and. Went to the Starbucks with my friend again, and there I see the guy and I had. A little talk with him, and I don't know why I was blushing, that time but my friend told me my cheeks are turning red. And I was really embarrass and I hoping. He didn't notice that, and we went for a walk, I go back home. And really tired throughout the day so I fell, asleep as always
And I woke up it's 10:00AM it was late but I don't have things to do so I just start my normally routine everyday and went for a walk it suddenly rain, and I had no. Umbrella. When I feel like somebody's behind me, and there he was the guy I ask his name because u forgot to ask. Last time he said his name is Xian and and he. Was holding an an umbrella for me, and I was really blushing that time. He walk me home and it was the. Best day I tell my friend about it. And i can't sleep thinking about it then I just suddenly fell asleep it was like 2:00AM then I woke up 11:00AM and I'm really tired i went back to sleep. Then I woke up I hear someone is door Belling my house I just thought it was my friend but then I saw Xian and I. Haven't had shower and anything yet. So I was really embarrass and immediately close the door. And say to him wait me I wasn't ready for this u should've chatted me that u were coming over. And he told me he did. So I get ready as much as fast as possible then I let him in and. We ate together. And we went for a talk. He told me everything about him and I was really. Intrigued about it. He was really unique. Then he has to go. So I said goodbye. While blushing. And I was really happy I had this feeling I never had before. The feeling that u can only feel once in a life time it was like almost like u had no problem u can do anything and everything and I was blushing. So hard, then I I told myself is this love? Then I just went to sleep. Then I woke up sound of the alarm I immediately get ready, and go with my friend she ask why are you so happy. And energetic. Is something happen? I told her everything and she was . Really intrigued. So we went to Starbucks and I saw him there he gave me a drink with. A letter saying THANKYOU for the meal. Last day. And I'm blushing. Like really blushing. I just feel this compassion love feeling and like so lively feeling and I send a THANKYOU letter to him.. I'm lovestruck blushing all the way home. And I chatted him and saying hey! I appreciate that u thank me. That's really sweet. And he told me. That no problem and he will give me free coffee tomorrow. And I was really excited so I went to sleep early. Then I woke up 7:00AM get ready and wait for my friend. And went to Starbucks. And he was there he join us and gave me free drink and I was really happy, and I appreciate it with all my heart. I feel like I'm falling in love with him and it was the best ever Thing to think off. And we went to say goodbye to him. And I thank him.and I went home really happy like. When I think of him I'm getting this feeling that I feel safe and loved and. It was amazing. And I fell asleep and woke up early and started getting ready. And I was really happy to go to Starbucks to meet. Him. And I went there and he was there. And I talk with him talking. With him is like everything to me. Just talking with him fill my day. He was really amazing.generous person and kind. He is the perfect guy for me. But I can't tell him my feelings because I think he just. See us. As friends. And nothing far than that so I just. Kept it to my self I didn't tell anyone... 2 years go.. we've been friends for 2 years now and I haven't tell him my feelings yet. But I still love him. And he always came to our house every Wednesday to eat. With me. And talk... But one day I woke up 7:00AM and go to Starbucks like I do. He was not there. And I just thought he is busy that's why didn't go to work or maybe family problem so I went to check on his house and he was there talking to his parents on the phone I couldn't hear them so I just knock on the door. And I he open. And I told him Hello!. He said hey welcome. And I went for a ate with him we talk about a lot of things and he is still amazing like every day year month, weeks, but one day. He still didn't go to work I was really worried why and I went to his house and he wasn't there and I got. Really nervous and I call him. He told me he is with his parents. For a talk. Important things and he say he will stay there for a week.so I got really sad. And I just go to my room and just using, gadget. Sleeping eating. For a day. I was waiting for him then..it's been like a week now he. Still not home so I chatted him. Saying. I thought u were coming this Monday, he told me just some issue and important things to talk to his family. So I just say well okay when are u coming back. He told. Me he don't know..so I get really sad. And I was tearing and I had this feeling inside of me being cracked and something is missing in my life..I just started crying and hang up and went to my room and I just started crying. And I fell asleep.. and I woke up 7:00AM I had no energy I just wanna sleep. And wait for him. So that's what I did. He wasn't home it's been like 4 weeks now. And I feel so wracked up. And my feelings just turn into dust and feeling so bored, tired, sad, so I just sleep everyday. Waiting for him. One day he texted me that sorry but I'm not coming back me and my family are going to emigrate to another country I ask him why.? He said his father killed someone so they need to emigrate so his father would not go to jail. And I told him why don't you're father emigrate and not you. He told me that. Family stick together
