The second I saw you (johnnie guilbert x reader

Chapter 1

Disclaimer, this story will and does have slightly not so good topic such as
Self harm/abuse/ there will be sexual content maybe, probably so if your not into that do not read this!!!

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It was early in the morning when I was woken up by the annoyingly loud sound of my alarm blaring and the sun shifting through my blinds due to the clouds outside, "mmm.." I groan before rolling over to wrap my arms around my boyfriend Sean but felt a cold empty spot. I slowly pull myself out of bed feeling the cold air finally hit my skin and goosebumps fill my body. "God damnit.." I grumble before pulling my legs over the edge of my bed and sluggishly walk my way to the kitchen where find my wallet, I open it to find it almost empty, only having enough for my entry to the say we can fly venue. I quickly make my way to my room grabbing my phone and dialing Sean's phone number

Hello? Sean's voice rings through the phone sounding annoyed
Where the hell is all my money Sean??? You know I needed that!?
I say feeling myself becoming extremely irritated
I~ he trails off
Actually where are you In general, your supposed to take me to the venue? You knew this I say, annoyance coating my voice
I'm pulling into the driveway now. Just hurry up. I don't have time he says swiftly before ending the phone call.

I take a deep breath and close my eyes before sitting my phone down and rushing to get ready. Quickly throwing on a black and white baby tee, a pair of black skinny Jeans, and black and white DC's. I run my straightener through my long black hair and rush through my usual makeup routine. Right as I finished I hear Sean's obnoxiously loud vehicle pull into the drive way. I roll my eyes before grabbing my jacket and purse and rushing out the door. "I don't understand why your so dressed up to go see some famous guy, it's not like you dress up like that for me." Sean remarks under his tone as I hop into the passenger seat of his car quickly pulling down his over head mirror to check my makeup "well maybe because your never home and you never take me anywhere. You go places by yourself. So I stay in my comfy clothes" I scoffed. This threw us into an argument all the way up to the venue
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At the venue
Sean's aggressively parks his car right in front of the venue where the line is swinging my body forward causing my to press my hands on the dash bored. "get out, call me when you need picked up" he remarks, I quickly grab my stuff quickly and quietly before exiting his vehicle not even wanting to look at him at this point, Sean's always been a massive ass but recently it's gotten worse. He doesn't even like being around me. I quickly snap out of my thoughts and wipe the tears that escaped my eyes whilst I was thinking and waited in line. Soon enough the door gave way and people began to rush in, slowly but surely I was next. I hated big crowds but I had to remember what I came here for. To see Johnnie, I'll just stick to myself and watch the show....

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Hiii! I don't ever right and if I do I usually keep it in my notes to read later on, I hope this is okay-ish!