The second I saw you (johnnie guilbert x reader

Shopping

It's been a week since I've pretty much moved from what I thought would be my own personal hell forever. The feeling a familiarity slowly settling in as the days passed and I got to know Jake and johnnie more, but I've also been wearing johnnies entire wardrobe due to me not having anything with me when I got here, so me, Johnnie, and Jake decided that we can go shopping and they can also make a YouTube video. as we walk I keep my posture low, not ready to encounter any fan interactions and get either glares, funny looks, or questions due to pure confusion due to me being littered in clothes that johnnies wore on multiple occasions. Keeping myself closer to johnnie while he walk next to jake "You alright y/n?"
Jake looks over at you in concern and gives a small concerned smile, his face and tone matching a worried big brother, I smile at his caring nature. "Yeah just a little a freaked considering I haven't really been out of the house with you guys since johnnie brought me from his tour so..." I say to Jake, my voice riddled with anxiety and I keep my body close to johnnies walking, feeling the heat from his body. "You mean you're not used to this much attention?"
*Jake gives a soft smile and chuckles, while Johnnie's face is just one of confusion, while also seeming a little intrigued at how different y/n is acting in public when compared to how he knows her due to not being around any possible fan interactions since the venue. "Well not particularly.."I say with a small laugh before continuing lI use to get unwanted stares and stuff before due to how I dressed but now. This is a whole different thing.. " I Finnish as I feel johnnie lace his fingers with mine at we walk, the fan girl in me in shock. My face turning a bright red but luckily being mostly covered by my hair, johnnie give a small laugh as he sense a slight blush come across y/ns face with her turning red, my curiosity piqued as I slightly move my head down to look at her with a smirk.

"Well that's one of the things that comes with a bit of fame, so you don't need to be embarrassed or nervous. We're just gonna go shopping anyways, it's not like we're on a red carpet."
Johnnie finishes with a small chuckle as he looks forward at the people walking by. "Yeah.. heh.." I say as we finally walk up onto hot topic and I enter feeling excitement of being able to actually buy something other then pj pants from Walmart like I use to back in my hometown. Johnnies eyes immediately dart to you for a few moments, just looking at you and taking in everything he sees. Your hair, skin, eyes, height, how you walk, your tattoos, and your clothes. As his eyes slowly drift from you, he notices Jake looking to him with a grin, his curiosity getting the best of him

"Someone's got her attention"
Jake whispers at him and Johnnie gives him a quick elbow, making him just laugh slightly and raise an eyebrow. as Jake and johnnie looked around the store I found a couple pairs of skinny jeans and a few cute tops, grabbing them and running to the counter to pay. Then walking over to johnnie and Jake "I have somewhere else to go but you guys can't come with" I say nervously "I just thought I'd tell you so you don't lose me, just hang out here till I get done?" As I finish my word vomit i see Johnnie turn slowly to look at me with raised eyebrow, his expression one of curiosity and intrigue as he waits for the reason on why he can't follow you*

"Uhm okay? Where you going y/n?"

"Victoria secret...to buy...other clothes..".I say with an awkward smile, trying to avoid Jake from hearing as I lightly pull johnnie away from Jake to talk to him privately. Johnnie has a smirk spread across his face at the reason I just gave him on why I was leaving, and he looks to Jake with a sly smile.

"Don't worry Jake, I'm sure she's just buying more clothes... I think I'll help her too..."

he says with a playful grin as he looks back at me. as he finishes my eyes widen, keeping my mouth closed before finally processing words "wait- huh?" He chuckles at my reaction and looks over at me with a smirk

"I said I wanna help you pick out clothes from Victoria's secret"
He said with a sly grin, his eyes moving up and down your body as he looks me up and down

I feel a slight blush come across my  face and avert my eyes from him

"Yeah- I heard that but- okay." I say in defeat knowing I'm not gonna say no to him, and cant act like it's something he hasn't already seen all of. Lacing my fingers with his and telling Jake we will be back before dragging johnnie to go find Victoria secret in this giant mall

"I'd say I'll get to know you even more this way~"
He says with a small laugh as he takes your fingers and follow you out to Victoria's secret, also making it out that hes joking when in fact he does hope to learn more about you

After a few minutes of walking, we make it to Victoria's secret and look around as he sees y/n immediately start grabbing multiple pairs of underwear off the shelf.
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after we all got the thing we wanted and jake filmed his youtube video with Johnnie we finally return home and I immediately sat my bags on tje couch and searched for my pair of sleeping shorts I bought and the black spaghetti strap tank with lace on the rim of the chest of it, and a pair of my new undergarments just glad to have something other then boxers for once, rushing to johnnie room to change. Excited to be in anything other then skinny jeans and baggy shirts.
Although still keeping johnnies jacket out so I can put it back on over the tank top. Once I'm finished I walk out and plop down on the couch. Feeling comfy. Johnnie looks over and sees me sitting on the couch in a new outfit and smirk. His eyes immediately go to my thighs as he just admires them in the shorts I have on

"Hey y/n, nice shorts..."
*johnnie says while his eyes are still glued to my thighs before looking at my face to meet my eyes.
I smile to myself, before looking up up at johnnie "thank you......but hey can we talk..?" I say with a new found courage that I hadn't had in the past week. Pulling johnnies jacket back into my shoulders and scooting over for him to sit next to me, his eyes dart away from my  thighs and to meet my eyes, curiosity about the topic coming to him and his face shifting from one of contentment to one of concern

"What's up y/n? Is everything alright?" He says with a slight frown and tilts his head to the side. "This past week and half has been absolutely amazing and I know we've been far from friends but also not quite a couple so I was just...."
I pause for a moment, bringing my eyes to my nails for a moment before speaking again
"I have genuine feelings for you, not feelings like a "fan girl" has...but like....I'm starting to really like you type of feelings...." I trail off to johnnie, searching for the right words for the situation but struggling. *My face instantly shifts from a look of concern to one of shock, then it changes once again to one of a slight smile, and then back to a look of shock. My face just goes back and forth as you explain your feelings*

"You're falling for me? For me? Johnnie Guilbert? Me of all people?"
he says it in a jokingly manner, as his face is just a mixture of emotions right now
Johnnie shut up," I say with a slight laugh before continuing
"I started to like you.. at the venue...after that night. But it's just grew so much stronger since.. everything."

I finish, knowing I've went from simply just being a fan of Johnnie to genuinely knowing him
~~~~~~~~~johnnies POV~~~~~~~

* *My smile turns into a bit of a sheepish one, as I'm still in shock a little of what y/n just told me*

"Y/n, if I'm being honest, I also have... feelings for you, and I'm just not sure how to properly word them..."
*I look down at my hands so y/n can't read my expression then look back up at her*

"I really like you y/n..."

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