I'm a monster who cries for help(vampire knight)

Chapter 3 She leaving me with them? Please don't leave me Yuki

Zakuro P.O.V
-Six Months Later-

It's been almost six months since me and Yuki has been best friend now she leaving me. She said the headmaster is letting her go and seen the world like Yuki wanted to when she was little. How am I going to deal being at this school with her and them it isn't fair out of all of the kid that are at the school Yuki is the one going. Some one was knocking on my door but I didn't wanna open it because it was the head master or Yuki, the knocking got louder and louder finally I scream come in. It was Rima but why is she here am I in trouble with Kaname cause I haven't done anything wrong so far.

"I'm sorry to bug you Zakuro but Lord Kaname was wondering why aren't you helping Yuki packing and haven't say good bye to her" Rima said with question.

"I'm not good at goodbyes Rima never have been or will be its not my thing and being a vampire isn't my thing either so just leave me alone like everyone I know has and I was just leaving" I had so sorrow and vemon in my voice it hurt to talk.

Walking Rima out of my room then shutting my door I start to walk to the sun dorm. Cry wasn't my thing either but I was cry by the time I got to Yuki dorm knocking on her door. There she was at the door I fell into her arms crying not caring who's was around to see me crying. Yuki hugged me tight and I hugged back even tighter crying harder.

Someone fakes cough to get our attention so letting ago of Yuki but me I couldn't stop crying. Turning around to see headmaster standing there with a sorrow face but once saw the tears he started to cry. I need to get out of here, I couldn't say goodbye to anyone anymore so I ran out of Yuki room not stopping when my name was being called.

I ran all the way to gate of the school I just fell down to my knees and let it all out. It start to rain really hard I really couldn't care if I got sick or not I know it won't stop Yuki from leaving. Then I heard the sound of the gun I have gotten use to by now it was Zero standing there looking down at me.

"Zakuro what the hell are you doing out here in the rain and why aren't you saying goodbye to Yuki you know she leaving right" Zero said.

" Just leave me lone I can't go say goodbye be..because" I said.

"Why in hell you can't say goodbye. GOD you just like every vampire to live here you don't have emotion" he slightly yelled.

"IM NOT LIKE THOSE MONSTER IM SORRY I DIDNT BECOME A HUNTER LIKE YOU WANTED.. AND I DO HAVE EMOTIONS" I yelled.

I ran away and straight for my dorm once I got to the night dorms gates, opening the gates up. Running into someone not looking up I just mumble sorry and then start to walk again. But someone arm went around my waist pulling me close to them. Looking up to see Kaname face looking at me I growled because I didn't want to be held or hold.

He didn't let go but only tighten his grip so I sigh in defeat I let him hold me. Starting to cry again because I was losing someone I held close and it was Yuki who I was losing. Yuki knew everything about me how my parents didn't want me because I didn't want to be a vampire hunter. And how like I rather die then drink a human bloods plus how I cared about people more than me.

How can she just leave me after I told I hate when I'm all by myself because I start to freak out. I knew if I got to close to her or someone they will just leave me but I want her happy too. And if that mean she want to travel then so be it she happy and maybe she will send me post card right.

But the one thing she leaving to deal with is them the people I'm talking about is Kaname and Zero. I don't know how long I was in Kaname arms but before knew it I was being carried bride style. It stop raining after I got done cry that was weird but it bug me to much after Kaname had hugged me. Then he start to hum a lullaby which I start to fall asleep to but I try to fight but I lost in the end.

Falling asleep in Kaname arm made me feel safe which I haven't felt in awhile and that made me smile. I heard a knock on the door but I didn't want to answer it so still pretending I'm a sleep I heard the door open. Then someone was standing at the side of my bed the person start to talk but I knew who it was it was Yuki.

She said she will see me again and hopefully soon and that she will send me letters every chance she got. Then hearing her leave but not before she sat something done on my night. As she was walking out I could hear her trying to hold in a sob as she walk out the door. I start to cry myself sleep again knowing I won't see her again.