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lately, I've been having a hard time finding out who I am. no, I don't mean like my name, or something like that, I already know it. but I mean, for example. A favorite color, I haven't had one for months, the last one I can remember was navy blue. a favorite food, I haven't been eating very well, and even if I do eat a decent amount, it's either bread, bagels or an unhealthy  amount of cereal. a favorite drink, I don't remember when the last time I drank water was.
favorite song. yes, I've been listening to music and sleeping so much during the day hoping I don't wake up the next, but that'll never happen. Because they say I'm perfectly fine and healthy, that the crippling anxiety whenever i get called out of my room that makes me think I did something wrong, no, no. That's a lie. Oh, and to mention the fact that for some reason, everyone has been. weird..

The anxiety never stops, to the point where, I don't even know who 'me' is.

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