bakery boy // dnf

chapter ten : where

dreams pov //

i wake up and glance around my room and george wasnt there. i sit there for a moment, then remembered the dream i had with george, that unfortunately wasnt real.

i laugh as i shove george onto the couch, hovering over him with a ear splitting grin, "do i make you nervous george?". his face turns bright red as he shook his head. "i think your lying to me." i say, leaning down to him, our faces just inches apart. he bites his lip as i place my hand on his crotch. i cup his cheeks into my hands as i pull him in for a kiss. he kisses back as he wrapped his arms around my neck, pulling me closer. he took control and pushed me up against a wall. of course, i wanted control, but this was hot. we continued to make out as i engrossed my hands into his hair. he brought his delicate pale fingers down to my fly, attempting to unzip it. i bring my hands to his shirt hem, pulling it off, only disconnecting our lips for no more than three seconds.

my thoughts about my dream were interrupted by a nurse walking in, "hello, clay, your cousin would like to come see you."

my cousin? i didnt even remember my cousins name. i just simply nod, she nods back at me as she leaves to get my cousin. i try to think back to my childhood, but i dont have any memory of my cousin.

minutes later, george walks in and waves at me, he has his sweet smile on his face that i just cant get enough of. he shuts the door behind him and sits on the plastic chair beside my bed. "my cousin huh?" i laugh at him.

he playfully rolls his eyes, "they wouldnt let me come if i told them you were just a friend"

"they wouldve let you come if you told them i was your boyfriend." 

i see his face turn bright red, i like how i can fluster him so easily, even with the condition im currently in.

"how are you feeling?" he quickly changes the subject.

"im feeling better." i tell him.

he nods, we then sit in comfortable silence.

seconds later, his phone buzzing breaks the silence. he opens his phone and pulls it to his ear, i hear muffled screams and yells from the other line but i cant quite hear whats being said. "okay. im coming." george then replies to the screams as he hangs up.

his eyes now laced with worry, he looks at me a stands up, "i'll text you later." he says, sounded almost expressionless as he walks out of the room. now my eyes are laced with worry. was he okay?

i sigh as i once again rest back into my pillow.

i try to get comfortable but the wires attached to me are completely preventing that from happening.

i grab my phone off of the side desk, nearly knocking over the cup of water i presumed to be georges, his snack wrapper also sitting beside the cup. i smile at myself and playfully roll my eyes.

i unlock my phone and check my socials, its been about a month since i last uploaded and i thought it was hilarious to see peoples theories on why i left so often, the real reason was editing was fairly stressful and it was hard to keep up.

i then check my text messages and see a bunch of un opened chats from various different people, but i decided to only check sapnaps, id check the others later. there was about ten texts and 4 missed calls. the texts basically consisted of calling me names and asking where i was and if i was okay. i quickly reply to him with a insult and telling him im alright.

i click out of his messages and decide i should see who else texted me. my mom and dad were some of the many people, they were checking up on me. they usually text every so often to see how i am, it made me feel good to have their appreciation and acceptance, they never really were approving of my decisions back when i was younger.

i tell them im doing good and leave it at that. i turn my phone of and plop it onto my stomach as i close my eyes.

a nurse then steps in my room, greeting me. i slightly wave to her, careful not to fuck with the wires.

she basically explains to me how i can leave soon and tells me some other stuff i dont need to get in to.

"ill bring you some food." she tells me, i nod at her and smile, and she steps out.

i sigh as my mind races back to the dream i had,

he rips off my shirt, i help him pull off my jeans, leaving us in both just boxers. i push him back over to the couch and shove him down, then continue kissing him. he lassed his arms back around my neck and pulled me impossibly closer, i try to enter my tongue into his mouth, but he declines my access request. i put one of my hands on one side of his head, and use my other hand to rub my hand up and down his inner leg, he gasps at my sudden action, opening his mouth wide enough to let me enter my tongue. george uses one arm to explore my chest, his other arm still around my neck, soon dragging his hand into my hair. i pull off his boxers, not stopping our kiss. he shivers at the cold air hits his member. i smirk once again as i remove my boxers, i pull away from our kiss and spit on my hand, the-

the nurse walks in. she had a food tray. she sat the food tray on my lap, and put my drink on the side table.

she waved at me as she left, i glanced down at my food, it didnt look half bad. my drink was just water, so that was nice.

i eat my food, it tasted better than it looked honestly. i finished up and placed the empty tray on the table.

i check my phone one more time before setting it beside me. i close my eyes and eventually fall asleep.

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agahhagahy im so sorry for the late updates and stuff. school is stressful and im trying to keep up with everything. i love u guys and thank u for almost 100 reads aahjshsjaahha help 🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️,, anyway happy reading