Save Me (Kian Lawley Fanfiction)

C h a p t e r O n e

"Slut"

"Whore"

"Bitch"

"Attention seeker"

"Do us all a favor and kill yourself won't you"

All of that was thrown at me daily. I should be used to it by now, but somehow they all have a way of gettting to me. Especially that last one..

My name is Sydney Amber. I honestly don't know why I'm living. I'm a piece of shit, as well as my life. I get bullied, abused, hurt, and let down every single day. If not physically, then mentally, because the hurtful words inside my head still linger.

My only escapes are YouTube and singing. I have a YouTube channel which I post singing videos on. The thing is that I have to hide my face in my videos. The last thing I need is to be bullied even more if anyone knew I had a YouTube channel.

I live in a small house with my father. My mother died in a car accident when I was eleven, which was six years ago. After that, everything fell apart. My dad started abusing me, physically and verbally. He punched, kicked, slapped, threw me around every single day, and called me a variation of words. If he wasn't doing that, then he was at the club getting drunk.

My father always blamed me for my mothers death. This was because I was in the car when the accident happened. A drunk driver hit into the front of our car. My mom fell into a coma, and after 5 months they took her off life support, and she died.

I came out with a few broken ribs, broken arm, leg, and a small concussion. That was nothing close to my mom's injuries. I can still remember seeing her lifeless body in the front seat. The blood dripping down her forehead, arms, and legs. I remember shaking her pale, weak body, trying to wake her up. "Mom! Mom! Wake up! Please!" I begged her, sobbing hysterically. The drunk driver ran before the police came. No one knows who they were.

I always think about how my life was back then. I was a carefree, naive girl. My parents were the sweet, loving mom and dad that everybody wished for. But now, I'm that "suicidal freak" who's "parents didn't even want."

I'm lost. I'm broken, and shattered. I need someone to put the pieces in my heart back together.

I need someone to save me.