Ben pov
It hurts me to see Saanvi like this, but I know that she is a natural warrior and that she will make it. Micheala saw me coming out of the room and came towards me "Hey Ben how is Saanvi..?" she asked worried. I sighed,,Terrible Mick, she blames herself for the loss and I don't know how to help her.. she pulls away from me, closes herself to her feelings.. not even Eden wants to see her.. nobody... me I'm at the end" I now confessed to Micheala. "You know that we are all there for you, give her time, it's not easy to cope with something like that..." she said and made an impression as if she knew how it is... "micheala everything alright?" I asked her now , as she came across sad. "Uhm yeah, all good, I mean, especially Grace knew what it's like to lose a baby..." "Yes, that's right... it's terrible.. I would take the pain from Saanvi right away if it would work," I said and tried to wipe my tears away. "I know Ben I know" she said pulling me into a hug. "Well, I have to go to work, but as soon as there is something you can contact me, yes?" "Thanks Mick... really.." "You don't have to thank me, we're a family," she said, smiling and then left Work.
Micheala pov
I almost told Ben about my miscarriage... Yes, it's been a little while since we beat Death Day, I found out I'm pregnant.. I wanted to tell Jared, but I didn't want to ruin his family happiness with Drea... me decided that I will raise the child on my own until I lose the child... Since Zeke magically came back, as did Cal, I told him about it and he supported me... I know how Saanvi feels it's horrible..
Saanvi Pov.
When I noticed that almost everyone was leaving the house I went downstairs, I watched myself in the mirror, I looked awful, my eyes were red from crying too much and I had shadows under my eyes from not sleeping enough. I entered the kitchen and made myself a cup of coffee, suddenly I felt two warm hands hug me from behind.. it was Ben.. "Hey darling, how are you?" he asked and gave me a kiss on the cheek.. "Good.. good.." "I'm glad you're feeling a little better.. I missed you," he said and kissed my neck. I stopped him, Ben, no, don't, I don't want to..." I said, annoyed. "Honey you need to relax" he said and tried to kiss my neck again "come on Saanvi we haven't spent time together for so long" he said. "Ben, that's enough! I don't want sex!" I yelled at him now.. Ben immediately pulled away from me.. "Yes.. I understand, I'm sorry... I'll go then..." he said sadly about my reaction and left the room ... I'm such an idiot.. I sat on the floor and cried... I'm so useless, I even push Ben away from me...
