Author note befor finale

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I just wanted to share my thoughts befor i end this story. I put my  own life experiences and character faults in bella s character ... i was too young and too late understand life. I just wanted  to say !!!!

Don't let one worst love experience define your future relationships

Don't ever stop making new friends if one friend has hurt you or broken your trust

The sexual abuse you have suffered should not ruin your trust ability , and your senses so you could feel the colors of life

If any one has hurt you , its not necessary to hurt them back  just move on , and even if someone hurts you dont let this experience to hurt someone other who truly appreciate and love you

Its okey if you are not favourite of your parents, ............... yes its not okey but remember no matter how hard you try you can never  make your  place in someone heart even if they are you parents...... sometimes ,,,,, some affection, care and attention are not meant for us

Last but make the cycle of bad things or experiences... if someone didn't  care about you , didn't  loved  you properly, and that was important for you ,, try to appreciate other who truly cares about you and love you . Not everyone gets mahir in life who would love you no matter what .. dont put your loves ones in such  situations that they force themselves Not to give damn about you ...

Yes,,,  its not easy not to expect love and care from parents , and its not easy to forget the memories of sexual abuse , and its not easy to forget  the sweet memories of your dear friend . But at the end only you are responsible for your own happiness, speak up , Express your emotions,  dont let these buried thoughts,  emotion and memories making you fearful of new experiences and blocked you from finding happiness in life ...  don't lose your loved ones because you dont know how to love them back .... instead its okey to lower you ego a bit and grow so you could be loved and give back love to those how truly deserve ...

Tomorrow  or after tomorrow i will update  the last part of  this story and i truly want to you thoughts.....

Stay blessed  and make good choices in life ❤

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