Bloody Love

Prolouge

I stood there, with a blade in my hand, ready to take my life, rethinking my life, I was ready, ready to leave this world, ready to leave everything behind. I was about to cut when I heard a strange noise and came to a  halt.

 I looked up,someone opened the door from outside, running into my bathroom.I didn't knew who this person was. I was so surprised I forgot my earlier plans and just stared at them. The person closed the door and sat on the ground.

They breathed in and out rapidly and took of their hat and cloak letting them drop to the ground.I was so in shock, I only realised that I had hold my breath when he took of his things. I let out a loud gasp but the intruder didn't look my way, he just laid down still breathing loudly.

I had to sit on my toilet because my knees buckled. Still with my blade in hand I remembered and just forgot the dude sitting next to me. I put the blade to my wrist dugging in.

It burned, but not in a bad way, in a more freeing way. After the cut I breathed out. The intruder finally looked at me, his eyes widening, his form slowy getting up. I didn't notice, I was too invested in my attempt.

As I was about to go for the final cut, he suddenly stood infront of me. I looked up, up into his burning amber eyes. I took in his beautiful black hair, his stern expression with the knitted eyebrows, his sturdy build.

He looked down on me like I commited a crime. Suddenly his hand slapped away my blade, it flew against the wall and then laid still on the ground. I was too stunned by his looks and too shocked by his actions to react.

''Don't'' was the only thing he said. My arms fell to my side and I looked down not completely realising what happened. His sturdy arms pressed me into his chest and his hand wandered to the back of my head.

It was like I had no controll over my body, I put my hands around his body and pressed my face even deeper into his chest. I could feel my eyes burning, filled to the brim with tears, but I did not want to cry, not infront of a stranger.

Though I couldn't help but cry at his soothing voice that said ''Let it out''. I just started crying. I knew this was a stranger though I couldn't help but feel save in his embrace. His warm arms, his strong but not hurting grip on me. 

He held me what felt like hours. I just couldn't help it, all those years of holding everything back, led me to this moment, to the moment that I cried myself to unconsciousness in a strangers arms.

Okay so I hope this is fine. I changed it from what I originally had in mind and yeah. if anyones interested and wants more and has ideas, feel free to tell me :)                                           I wish you a good Time