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                        ❗️minor self harm❗️

Sunoo pov:
For the rest of the day me and Lia sat next to each other except for our last class, she had a vocal assessment and I had physics meaning a had to sit next to Wonnie

The whole time we were sitting, she was completely silent and made zero eye contact with me, making me feel uneasy

As I tried to steady breathing I found myself pulling on the hair band again, the pain was oddly satisfying this time.

*

Once class was over I scooped my bag up and quickly exited the classroom, I headed to the bathroom and took some tissue to dry up the open wound that started bleeding again,

when I got to the exit I took my phone out and called 'big baby alpha❤️'

Niki- "hello?"

"Hi Niki, I just wanna tell you that I'll be one a little later tonight, I'm going out to eat with Lia" I said into the phone

Niki- "ok baby, be back by 9!" He chirped up before hanging up the phone

"SUNAA!" I jumped as someone suddenly jumped on my back, "oh hi, Lia!" "Ready to go?" She took my hand "yes!" And then we set of down  the street

Jungwon pov:
After lunch I left to my last class of the day with a heavy chest, *maybe I have been in it harsh on her-* but my thoughts were cut of when I noticed Sunna and Lia laughing down the hall

All guilt I was feeling before left me and my eyes blazed purple in jealousy.

The hole time I sat next to her a refused to even look at her nor would I speak, but then something caught me attention, I heard her wince in pain, I curiously averted my eyes from the teacher to the table

I couldn't see anything because her arms were pretty hidden behind the text books

When class ended she rather quickly got up and left the class room "what the-" but then I noticed something that made my heart drop

Blood.

There were little droplets of blood left on her side of the desk, *why is there blood?!* I stared to panick and ran out the classroom "jiwoo! Jiwoo!" I waved down the girl who was walking further ahead of me down the hall

"Wonnie? What's wrong?" She looked worried at my panicked state "c-can you... can you give me a ride home?" I tried to catch my breath, I need to find sunaa and see if she was alright

Sunaa pov:
As we entered the small restaurant we sat at a table for two, "order what ever you want!" She beamed at me, of course I got the cheapest thing not wanting her to spend too much money on me as I've already been a burden on her

"Hey...uh Lia..." I spoke a little quieter after the waitress had left, "hm?" She tilted her head "I'm sorry..." I looked down with a small frown, "sorry for what?" She looked confused

"I'm sorry for being a burden..." I felt really guilty for pushing my love life problems on her, she got involved into something she shouldn't have

"Aw sunaa, your so cute~, I'm your friend, you can tell me anything" she gave me a warm smile and held my hand

Lia pov:
I took her hand in mine and gave her a reassuring smile to let her know I was a safe space, I've noticed that she definitely hasn't opened up about her feelings to any of her mates, not that it was any of my business, but I want to be the person that's there for her

She's hurting.

I then noticed her hand was really cold and pale, I then lifted her sleeve "oh Sunaa..." I frowned at the site of the even darker wounds on her wrist, I then removed the hair band of off her wrist and took a napkin that sat on the table

"Sunaa, you can't do this..." i started patting up the faint splotches of fresh blood, I really didn't want this to become a habit.

Just then the waitress came back with our foods, I lightly blushed at the good looking alpha who severed the food, her name tag read 'yeji'

*beautiful*

She seemed to notice me staring because she then smirked at me and slipped me a piece of paper "call me~" she smiled and left

"OH.MY.GOSH!" Sunaa fangirled, I blushed in embarrassment, I can't believe she just saw that, "stop~" I whined at her teasing "it's like something straight out a k drama!" She gushed

I smiled at her having a good time.

*

For the rest of the night we ate and had a great dinner, but it eventually came time for us to go, I payed the male at the counter and we both made our way out side, it was pretty dark out by now

Sunoo pov:
"SHIT! I have like 25 missed calls, fuck it's already TEN THIRTY!" I started dreading the thought of going home to a angry Niki, I don't think I'm physically or mentally prepared for another problem added onto my already stressful situation

"See sunaa, that's your problem" Lia looked at me with a straight face, "huh?" I looked at her "your so worried about future when you should be thinking about the present, I understand you need to get home, but rather than stressing over it, make it fun", now I was really confused, make it fun?! How!

Then she took hold of my hand and speed down the road, "LIA!" I screamed in shock at the sudden running "slow down!"

"Come on!" She laughed out "have fun!!" She held both my hands and spun us around on the grass

We both laughed, jumped and twirled as we ran down the street towards our house, I'm pretty sure she lived around the corner from me so we were meant to go the same way anyway

The fresh night air flowing through my hair made me feel alive

It was finally at some sort of peace....
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