I'm tired
And done
But I have nowhere to go
And no place to call home
I have no idea what to do
I have no plan on what to do
I have no control
I like having some control
I am homeless or
I'm going to be dead
Either way it's not easy
It will never be fun
I hate myself
I hate my life
I want to end it all
I'm done being alive
Im done trying to be perfect
You're still searching for perfection
But I can't give it to you
I have to hurt me
So the pain you'll never see
If I don't speak up
I cant get beat up
That's the rules
Im done
And i'm tired
-Nico (me)
