Why can't I remember?..

Damn I am so inspired onto writing this for some reason-

Anyways enjoy!

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Yanfei woke up still hugging that pillow in shape of ghost, her eyes were still red off all the crying yesterday, and she still felt tired, she had to go to work even if she didn't felt 100% alright to go she had, to pay for the bills and food for herself and the cat.

She got up wiping away her tears, washed her face, brushed her teeth and had a quick shower. After that got dressed up, today she didn't felt like eating notting for breakfast, she grabbed her bag and gave food to her cat Tofu before going to work.

On her way to work, her friends Xinqiu and Chongyun that worked on the same place has her went next to her.

"Hey Yanfei how do feel today?" Xinqiu asked Yanfei, holding some documents he had home

"Hum..me? Uh..the same like always haha.." she laughed nervously

"Oh you..still miss her don't you?.." Xinqiu asked with a worried look on his face, still holding his documents

"Be honest with us Yanfei.." Chongyun sighed, he had a worried tone on his voice

"I won't lie..I do miss her haha..I can't forgot what she said.."I will find you on my next live yan yan.." her smile faded away and she dead on..my arms after saying that.." she held her tears back not wanting to cry in public, but it they could feel the pain in her voice

"Hey Xinqiu, Yanfei to light up the mod why we don't do a sleepover on my house at the weekend?" He said smiling warmly

Xinqiu nodded his head "seems a good idea, Yanfei?"

"Oh..uh....what?.." she said awkwardly since she hadn't listened to them

"Are you sure you want to work?" Said Xinqiu worried

"We could do the work for you Yanfei." Chongyun said quietly crossing his arms

"No, no its too much for you guys do.." The lawyer said quietly letting a little sigh, it was too much work for them indeed. The lawyer reached home with lots of paperwork and stayed up at least to 1 am working and then a little more awake since she couldn't forget the past that easy.

"We handle it either ways! You need to rest Yanfei.."said Chongyun letting a small sigh "Look, we know you want to work but you are not okay..you need help its obvious Yanfei..don't lie to us saying that you don't need help.."he sighed and got next to Yanfei hugging her, who seemed to struggle to say whatever she wanted to say

"Let it all out, sometimes you just need a hug you know?" He said giving her a warm smile

Yanfei's POV:

At this moment...Idk what to do..I want to cry so badly..but I don't wanna be seen as an attention seeker..or...I wish she..could be here to cheer me up, how funny..Tao Tao..

Seconds after Chongyun hugged Yanfei she started to cry, it had passed a while since she got a hug from someone especially from her friends even if they are amazing.

"Yanfei, go rest alright? Do you need we to call someone to be with you? Or you are fine being alone?"Xinqiu said quietly

"I...alright..and no I am fine alone at home.." she sighed wiping her tears away

"Damn it I am so late for work-" it was Mackie running to work but accidentally bumped into Yanfei making both fall on the ground, Chongyun and Xinqiu were just seeing what was going to happen
"Oh my god I...am so so sorry...really..sorry.." she said nervously helping Yanfei stand up "sorry.." she looked away for a while