Breakable memories

"Valerie"

           
   Why is it hard to get what we want? Why is it hard not to break other people's hearth? The World works in a weird way, the good people end up getting hurt and the bad people get the pleasure to watch them suffer because of them. I do not plan on falling in love with any boy, i mean i've had boyfriends before but i never got to the point of loving them. Also most of them were trying to pressure me into having sex with them, but that's another thing that i don't do. After what he did to me, it's hard for me to let a boy get that close to me. It's really annoying having friends telling you all the time that you have to get laid. I don't plan on being like other girls that have sex with someone they think that loves them and then they get dumped and go through a heartbreak.

I don't ever want to get to that point, I've seen my mom cry for my dad a thousand times because he left her and now he lives with his other family. I barely see him, he always says he is going to be there for me but that's bullshit, if he cared he would try to spend more time with me but he only has time for his other daughter and new wife. "Valerie hurry up you are going to be late" my mom yells from downstairs. I hurry out of the shower and change into a black skirt with a grey top and my favorite black boots, I don't wear makeup so I just quickly brush my hair, grab my bag and head out. "Good morning mommy I don't have time for breakfast I have be there in 10 minutes hopefully there's no traffic, I'll see you in the night I love you" I hug my mom and run to the car. The last thing I want is to be late the first day of school in a new school. I look at the time is already 7:05am, (shit) I'm going to be late there is no way I'll get there in 5 minutes this traffic is crazy.

After what felt like an eternity of traffic I finally made it to school. Oh- my- god this school is huge I've never seen a school this big is like a damn university and it looks so fancy and expensive, I mean it is a private school for rich spoiled kids anyways. As you can tell I don't want to be here but we had to move from the place I was born at "Oklahoma" my whole life was there and just out of nowhere I had to leave everything behind even the bad memories. I got "lucky" that my uncle knows the head administrator and I was able to get enrolled and my uncle offered to pay, my dad and my uncle don't really get along but my uncle has been really generous with us although everyone knows my uncle has been in love with mom for years even before my father and my mom got married.

I have a feeling that my uncle has held a grudge ever since because my father knew that he was in love with her and still got married. Sometimes I wonder if my mom married my uncle maybe our life would be so much different. I get out of my car and head to the front of the school, when I go inside the halls are all empty and I just stand there and take a look around, then I notice a really beautiful woman heading towards my way she has dark blond short wavy hair and light brown honey eyes and she has the height of a model. "Hi sweetie are you Valerie?" Her voice is so soft and so satisfying to hear. "Yes I'm sorry I'm a little late I was stuck in traffic" she smiles "it's okay I know traffic is crazy here, well before you head to class let's go to my office I will print out your schedule" she starts heading towards her office.

She prints out my schedule and I see that my first class is gym, great just what I needed for gym to be my first class so I can be all sweaty and smelly the rest of the day ugh. "Thank you" I say with a little bit of shyness. " of course that's what I'm here for I will be your counselor for the rest of the year so anything you need you are welcome to stop by my office, now I'll show you were your first period is" I follow her. The gym is close to her office so is not that long of a walk when I go inside the gym I'm schocked by how big this gym is oh my is so huge. "Hello Mr John this is your new student Valerie" Mr John looks at me.

" Welcome to my class Valerie since it's your first day you can just sit and watch and also because you are not wearing gym clothes but for your next class I do expect you to be wearing gym appropriate clothes" well of course how can I play wearing a skirt. I make my way to the bleachers and just observe everyone, some are running others are playing volleyball and then I noticed the group of boys playing basketball and that's when I see him.