Breakable memories

"Ian"

"Do you want to come over to my house? I want to finish what we did yesterday at the party." That's one of the first messages that pops up on my phone. I have no clue who this girl is or what we did at the party or where the fuck did she get my number from? I have a bad headache and I still feel drunk from yesterday. My stomach is killing me, I run to the bathroom and I start to throw up. (God I have to stop drinking so much). I started drinking at the age of 12, when my mom died due to cancer. My mom meant the whole world to me, when she died my world came crashing down and I became a different person. My dad and I are not close, he is always busy being CEO, and he is always traveling around the world, going to party's drinking or fucking almost every woman he sees. I work in his office and I am on the line to become the next CEO of Lodge's empire.

    After being in the bathroom throwing up for almost an hour, I brush my teeth, take a really long shower and get ready to head to school. I get in my car and drive as fast as I can, to clear my mind. When I get to school I debate on going in or skipping school. When I am about to drive out of the schools parking lot , someone opens the passengers door. "Why did you fuck that girl yesterday at the party?" It is too early in the morning to have to deal with this bullshit. Cassie Levine, the most wanted girl in high school, her dad and mine negóciate a lot and they expect me to marry her one day which is absolutely NOT going to happen. "Cassie it's too fucking early in the morning to be dealing with your annoying ass" I look at her with an annoyed expression.

    "Are you serious?? After what you did you have the audacity to call me annoying? Fuck you ian"She storms out of the car with tears in her eyes. If I'm being so honest I don't even feel a little bad about it, I don't even know why she thinks I owe her an explanation when we aren't even dating. Well she thinks we are just cause we have sex like almost every fucking day but to me that's all it is just sex I don't let myself feel any type of care for anyone at all so my dad and his negotiations can go to hell. As I'm about to drive out of school I get a call from my father. "Ian I hope you are happy with what you've done, I just got a call from Luke saying that his daughter called him crying because of you do you care to explain what happened? he sounds really angry.

    "You can tell your dear Luke and his delusional daughter to go fuck themselves" all I hear in the other side is my father laughing as if I just told him the funniest joke of his life. "Listen to me very carefully you piece of shit you won't ruin my business because of your stupidity you already know what will happen if you don't behave right? And I know you are thinking of skipping school but you better get your ass inside I don't want to receive a phone call from that stupid school of yours" he hangs up and doesn't even let me talk. (Typical thing of my father) is crazy how my own father has me threatened with the person that he supposedly loved more then anyone, my mom. If I don't do what he wants he plans on ruining my moms reputation even though she's dead. Over my dead body is he going to do that though I won't let him ruin my moms memory she deserves being remembered as the beautiful and honest person she was.