Kidnappe Love

30

1 month later

I final bought a new home for me after my tragic dad's death and his funeral where so hurtful for us my mom was sad she was getting better I didn't want her to know all the details of the story but I was working on it the police said that he was killed because he was doing illegal business they didn't want to go more in it i felt so lonely at this time I couldn't speak Italian and I didn't want my mom suffer much as I do I promised myself to kill the guy that killed my dad with my own
looking at him while he suffered I promised that I will let any other man approaching me I cried everyday of rage I had to find him.

I didn't say it to Maria I didn't want her to be worried about me she was enjoying her love with Bill and that was all matters we called some time I tried to look calm and happy.

It hurt's so bad the only thing that could make me smile was killing the guy that did it but how could I find it I started to entraining myself self defense I was pretty good at this and I bought a lot of knife and sort of weapons Paul my stepdad was working at the police office he told me that if he find something he would told me but now 1 month passed and he still didn't get anything I couldn't anything else but pray that one day he will be there and I could kill him with my hands.

This change me completely I was still nice but cold I didn't want to talk to anybody here at work I was that mysterious woman that woman and even guy didn't want to approach to afraid.

- Tom's Pov -

"Don't kill me please I would do anyth-"

Gunshots

"Mother fucker." I spilled.

"Wow we did a pretty mess but Tom you did a massive work." Georg said I could feel worried in his tone.

I just smirked and made my way to the cars.

"Tom you have to calm down you're acting like a monster right now." Bill said opening the door for Maria.

"Don't tell me what to do." I said angrily.

"You start changing when she-" He started.

"Bill shut up." I said looking at the floor feeling rage.

I started my car it was now 1 month that she left I felt rage I knew what happened with Loris and I did the wrong thing besides proving her that I love her I did the wrong thing I missed her she was my partner in my kill she was the one that wore my shirt I was craving for her touch her in my bed sleeping or no I loved her could say it now but she made me hate myself for what I did to her I wanted her back but she wouldn't come on her own when I was seeing Maria and Bill as a couple I asked myself maybe I could do it I was capable of it her presence missed was making me sad in rage.

- Rose's Pov -

Maybe I was just crazy thinking that he loved me or we could be something or maybe he would be if come back I laugh at myself overthinking over a guy that for don't deserve it but a part of my body was still missing him love him it will go with the time.

Today I was not working it was the end of summer and I felt myself changing the death was still affecting me I was in the middle of a mental breakdown thinking that I would never see him again our memories together It was my fault I could stop his business but I didn't know.

"I-I miss you dad" I said sobbing in my knees.

I get up I was getting crazier in my cry and I couldn't control myself anymore I was in rage I run the stairs and went on the bathroom crying more and more craving for my dad how my heart was hurting how I felt lonely I smashed the stuff on the floor searching for that I wanted to change myself that's when I finally find it scissors I could at myself in the mirrors I looked horrible my eyes where red shaking I pointed the scissors to my hair that hair that was dripping blood the blood of my dad.

Sobbing and shaking trying to catch my breath I started cutting my long black hair shortly I didn't want to keep it.

"It hurt's dad" I said crying.

"But I had to do it." I said.

I felt free I looked at myself I will miss my long hair but maybe something that I need to do.

It was time to get the better version of myself I had to take care of him not letting anything or anyone entering into my private space.

• • •

I was preparing myself dinner when my phone started buzzing I went to who was calling when I respond.

"ROSE MY LOVE" I heard I take of the phone near my ears putting it near where I was cooking.

"Hi Maria" I said.

"How are you ?" I asked.

"Good me and Bill are doing great and it's getting serious!!" She said excitedly.

I smiled at her happiness putting my hair behind my ears short now.
"Oh that's cool I'm happy for you!" I said.

I suddenly started hearing sounds behind her
"Hello ?" I said.

"Bill want to talk to you can he?" She asked.

I felt my heart melted I love them so much their where so cute.
"Of course bring him" I said

"Rose?" I heard after 1 month hearing the voice feeling shivering he sounded like Tom.

I felt silent for a moment.

"Hello?" I heard suddenly coming at my realization.

"Sorry I was cooking huh how are you?" I said trying to sound perturbed.

"I'm fine but I'm the one that had to ask you if you are okay ?" His voice softly.

"I-Im fine do not worry.." I said tearing up.

"You can talk to me Rose you know?" He said.

I felt myself comfortable but I didn't want to bring the subject I couldn't say it without bursting in tears I was feeling myself into it but still didn't feel to talk about it.

"Oh come on im good!" I said.

"How are the boys Gustav and Georg?" I asked.

"Good !!"

"GOOD !!" I heard it was them.

I laugh a little thinking of the time that I passed with them.

"When are you coming back?" He asked sadly.

"I don't know I'm sorry Bill I have to go now or it will be overcooked haha." I said feeling emotional.

I missed them hearing their voice where like safe place
maybe I should get back soon not now.

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