tmr x tw

how do I get them back?

im starting to hate rain the thought runs through my head as i look up silently cursing the cold liquid. halfway through the excruciating run . i somehow forgot that i happen to get in a car accident a couple of days ago. i was standing outside the entrace. id somehow was able to shuffle my jeans on but somehow managed to drop my shirt on the run over.

so now half naked, i snaked past the cars completely ignoring them as i clutch the handle of the vet clinic door. i breathe deeply as i hear the bell ding above me. the warm air engulfing me. i walk past the front counter ignoring the looks of my ex friends? i hear a bunch of gasps as i walk into the light, eveidently they have seen all my new and old scars. i smile scarcastically at them before ignoring the completely.

so how do i get them back doc? i question looking right at the witchy doctor.stiles. he replies. uve changed. so have u i gesture to the new wrinkles now sporting a spot on his chocolate coloured skin. it might have been 2 years, but it obviously had no mercy when it came to the curious doctor.

i need my memories back i say almost desperately. i need to know why i cant even remember my real name and that i have memories that arent mine. i say. what are u talking about? scott says with a arrogant voice. im talking about the fact that i was kidnapped for two years, ive been shot at, ive seen my friends die, and ive nearly died multiple times i say gesturing to my scars. i had decided btw. liam, hayden, theo, scott, derek, lydia. she drove fast?. kira and malia, i think thats it.

scott scoffs, yea right ur just skinny, weak, defencless, stiles u couldnt do anything. i stagger back as a buch of memories hit me. i smirk as i realised what i remembered. i decided that i wasnt going to say anything because i wasnt as horrible as scott. i decided to save it in case he pissed me off to much.

i was so angry. calling me weak and defenceless pretty much underminded everything i ever did for my family. i take a threatening step forward bringing out my gun. until i feel a hand on my shoulder. i grabbed the persons arm ready to throw them over my shoulder. but then another hand reached out delicately toching my other shoulder. i instantly know it lydia the familiar?,purfume clouding my senses. i put the gun back in by pants and turn around facing her. only just now noticing her hair. strawberry blonde, i mumble. what she asks? ur hair i say louder its strawberry blonde i say again taking a strand and twirling it with my fingers.

she lets out a small giggle. yea she says nodding. strawberry blonde. i nod back to her, smiling slightly. ignoring the butterflies in my stomach. i realise the person i grabbed was liam he must have snuck behind me to make sure i was alright after i stumbled. i look at him nodding slightly. im sorry liam, i didnt mean to grab you. he smiled back. get away from my beta scott roars with his alpha eyes. i give him a disapproving look

really scott? i say humourously. he ignores me. if u really lost your memories then how do u remember all our names? scott asks smugly. oh i dont know i say sarcastically. maybe it was because i was in a car accident i saymgesturing to the newly stitched stitches. yea remember scott lydia joins in. u were there when noah called me. u heard the conversation. u even told me that u would tell the pack cause they were worried about him. lydia says accusingly.

i look around seeing all the clueless, shocked faces. even dereks. i was right there with them. completely and thouroughly shocked. this guy was suppose to be my bestfriend i say pointing right at him while laughing. i feel a sudden pain in my abdomen. i groan looking down, watching as the blood runs down my stomach. really i say as everything goes black. again.

btw void hasnt happened yet. scott becoming a werewolf. the kanima. the alphas.i think. the dead pool. dread doctors\theo. and then thats all thats happened so far.