GET OVER IT
I've been miserable for quite some time now. I'm so sick of pitying myself, I'm so sick of thinking I could have been greater. I'm so sick of pushing myself, I'm so sick of drowning on my own sorrow.
I'm so tired of wishing things to turn out differently. This is my life now, things are far way different this time. Change had once again surrounded me. I can see it, but will I ever face it?
I have to get over and rise. I have to remind myself that it's okay to be vulnerable. It's okay to not feel okay. It's okay to runaway, it's okay to choose yourself. It's okay just to be happy.
Happiness had never been so hard to chase as a kid, now growing up I wish I never had taken every smiles for granted. Every moments, every laughter. Growing up is learning that lifting your lips for a smile could never be considered as being happy.
I forgot how to be genuine, I forgot how to be truly happy. I have to remember it again, will I ever remember tomorrow?
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Her Soul: Diary Of A Burned Out Kid
RandomThis diary is written for my aching soul. A diary filled with my journey. Journey as a college student, a people pleaser, and an achiever full of pretensions.
