rockstar 🤭🤭 also there might be some parts where it says "you" instead of "her" or "she" TT
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jeno pressed the girl against the wall as she wrapped her hands around his neck and played with the ends of his black hair. they smiled at each other with their "hidden" desires practically showing.
and nova was sick. she felt like she could throw up what she had eaten for breakfast, even if she had starved herself due to the intense diet her company was putting her on.
her tears slid down her face as her pathetic heartbroken sobs were silenced by the loud music that was blasting around them. she felt like she couldn't breathe. if the idol were to have stayed there for any longer she was positive she would've passed out.
nova stumbled her way out of the huge mansion with tears streaming down her face. she bumped into someone and mumbled out a faint apology before trudging her way out of the place.
she hid herself before finally letting out her sobs. why, why did she have to end up falling for someone like rockstar lee jeno.
and why was she so stupidly in love to not recognize the very clear signs that he never cared. he would barely make time for her and he would purposefully ghost her for days.
even after telling her how much she meant to him and feeding her constant lies. she felt like absolute shit: crying over a guy that was never actually going to love you back was pathetic in her point of view.
❝kayeon❞ she looked up with her teary eyes and laid them upon her concerned members and yuta in the middle.
seeing the male she started to sob harder, bringing her hands up to cover her face as her mascara started to come off and drip down her cheeks.
the japanese male threw his arms around her and engulfed her in a hug. slowly, they made their way towards a black cadillac that belonged to him.
the girls all made their way into the car as kayeon continued to cry, stifling her sobs as to not annoy them with her heartbroken sounds.
yuta drove them to their house with sad eyes. his heart hurt for the younger girl. she didn't deserve to be treated like that, especially not by lee jeno.
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about two weeks had passed by since the party, and it was nearing the three week mark too.
you would've expected him to text her or something, but he wasn't like that. in the time that nova and jeno were together, she was always the one that texted him first. and if she didn't? then they simply wouldn't talk at all.
it was tiring and draining.
but she believed that he was the one, she liked to believe that he was the one.
but then again, who would be capable of loving a hardworking idol like her. she who overworked herself, she who loved others more than they loved her.. she who let herself be used all in the name of what she believed was love.
maybe she just wasn't cut out for love, maybe she didn't deserve it like everyone else did.
kayeon laid her chin up against her folded knees as she eyed the way her members and jeno's bandmates interacted.
they had gotten quite close throughout the time that the two had been together. but now jeno wasn't even here.
"what's wrong, yeon?" haechan questioned her as she looked up and him and shook her head, a small forced smile on her lips.
"i'm fine, just wondering how we'll do at the award show" she spoke mindlessly, looking off into the distance as haechan sighed and sat next to her.
"he doesn't deserve you," he mumbled to himself as she zoned out. "i do.."
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"kayeon," the mentioned girl froze up as she heard his voice. out of all places to show up, he just had to show up right now when the group was getting ready to perform.
she huffed out and turned back around, letting the stylist and makeup artists continue their work.
jeno saw the way she acted and clenched his jaw, walking over to the chair she was in as she scrolled on her phone.
"why are you being so difficult now.." jeno scoffed as he held onto her shoulder, causing her to tense up and slap his hand away with a scowl on the idol's pretty face.
"maybe i'm being difficult because it's been three fucking weeks without any sign of life from you and now, all of a sudden, you're here?" she snapped, eyes full of rage and pain.
"if you wanted to lead me on you could've just said so, wouldn't have to do all of this if you did.." she mumbled, turning back around and letting the staff do their job before she would go out to perform with the group.
jeno opened his mouth to speak before nova beat him to it. "save it, lee, i don't wanna talk to your right now," she rolled her eyes at him.
he was beyond shocked at her words, after all this time of being together: she had never spoke to him in such ways. the idol always wanted the people around her to be happy instead of focusing on her own happiness, but now she wanted to be selfish for once and let herself be happy.
"we're over, lee"
he snapped up to face her with wide eyes. "what?" is all that left his lips as he opened and closed them repeatedly. seemingly at a loss for words.
"you heard me: we are over" nova spoke before putting on her in-ear monitor and fixing her mic. she walked out of the makeshift room, bumping into his shoulder on purpose as he tended up and clenched his jaw again.
now was not a good time to loose his temper, especially not when he was here.
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