drugged up lover (Snape X reader)

part 2-the 1st day back

Once we got to Hogwarts and all the newcomers were sorted dinner was served, I only ate a small amount, and talked alot, I talk tons to keep my mind away from darkness and despair, but it doesn't work like it used to.

After dinner I headed to the Slytherin common room and went to my dorm, I had a private dorm since last year's thing... When I almost kill myself and my roommate, my roomie was expelled for being forceful towards me sexually and I was granted a private room since I became afraid, I like being in my own room, nice a quiet...

After a while I heard a knock and knew it was Draco, I almost cried but I swallowed my fear and dried my eyes before letting him in, he sat down next to me to chat, just talking shit about people, as usual.

After a bit, he stopped talking and started kissing me, I didn't stop him and just kissed him back emotionless, I felt his hand slide up my shirt and I pushed it away, a small flashback of last year entered my mind and I sat there

Draco got annoyed and shoved his hand forcefully into my pants and I grabbed his arm and yanked it out almost crying, I stood up and told him to stop firmly hoping he would leave

Then my face was struck by a sharp stinging, he had slapped me, I was used to this, turns out he was pissed already so he took his anger out on me mercilessly, he punched me in the stomach making me fall, he kicked my stomach making me yelp, then he forced me up by my shirt and punched my face multiple time and threw me into the wall

I laid there unable to cry or speak as he left the room stomping, I lit a cigarette and smokes it out the window before heading to bed, as soon as my head touched the pillow I yelped

My whole face still hurt, so I lie flat on my back and dozed off quickly, as a tear ran down my cheek.