God (I hate) I love you

Chapter 1

Authors note:

I'm literally a crackhead so I forgot to put the playlist so here it is

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4sbUx4SwIb7WF62b4yEkER?si=0505fc498a9c46f9

Put it in the browser or just search up that Slytherin on Spotify under emmalee rondon

It has a gray photo of Lorenzo Enjoy

that's the link if you can't tell and are a fellow crackhead there are two songs I feel like I'll get heavily judged for lol please don't when you see them please comment what you think I might laugh but they're really good also there are like 5 Spanish songs just listen their good you might not understand but they sound good

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My parents meaning my mother had finally let me go after some convincing

and I had such loyal friends I was going with them they told me

flashback

''hey guys I know this is gonna be hard but my parents are finally letting me go to Hogwarts''

They just stare back at me smiles on their lips

''Nothing, no tears no I'll miss you?''

Nyx scoffs looking around the room 

''Okay, so we're going with you'' she declares

I let out a nervous laugh meeting their eyes

''wait your serious?''

Verena smiles

''We could never leave you Alamea your our best friend '' she says hugging me and Nyx does the same

Nyx continues

''you've been with us forever we could not abandon you and you're not going to leave us. god no'' she laughs before turning to face Verena

''Imagine us without Alamea'' they break out laughing

''We'd be a mess, absolutely chaotic, we'd get expelled!'' They laugh harder and I just smile

In the middle of their laugh, their faces get hard and serious

''but yeah we're going with you''Nyx continues

Present

I hugged my mother as my friends said goodbye 

She gave me a kiss on the head before lifting my chin to look at her

''Don't let Draco get in trouble, and don't you either'' I nodded before breaking away

Father nodded at me giving me his hand and I shook it a frown on my face

''You know what you have to do, I expect nothing less'' he states

I nod looking at the floor

Mother had let Draco go a long time ago

He did not know I was coming

I arrived this morning bags packed and ready to leave and Father had already dropped him off

I did not owl him anything I wanted to... idk shock him

He sat in a private box with his dumbass friends and I would sit with mine