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one.

i sat in my room and listened to spotify. i looked through my history debating on who to listen to. I couldn't choose between waterparks, or 7 minutes in heaven.

I settled on 7mih considering they're my favorite band. they were coming to town soon, and I obviously wanted to go. I'd get to meet them again, and its been a while since I've seen them.

i remembered it was monday, thankfully the last monday of my junior year. i quickly didy makeup and threw on band bracelets, jeans, shoes, and a crew neck.

junior year was complete shit. so far all of high school was. most of my friends were tired of me and just stopped talking to me at the start of my sophomore year. I eventually got used to feeling alone all the time.

I usually just put in my headphones to distract myself from the shit going on around me. music made me feel numb, in a way that didn't destroy my body.

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by fourth period I was starving, considering I skipped breakfast but I usually didn't eat lunch either. I never felt like eating when all my old friends sat together, leaving me no one to sit with.

i went to my locker to switch out my textbooks and I heard someone walk up beside me. "kayla, hey. still a slut?" i normally didn't react because this was so normal. "I don't know stella, are you still a bitch?" "whatever."

I closed my locker and made my way out of the school. i didn't really feel like staying, so I just went to the cd store a few blocks from school. i grabbed a couple cds and then went to a book store.

when I got home I went straight into my room and started listening to Future Hearts by All Time Low. the album is great, for the most part. as missing you played, I got on twitter and tweeted 7mih like I do everyday. normally they'll just favorite it, sometimes timmy will reply. i just told them I couldn't wait to see them again in two days.

it'd be a lot more fun to attend concerts with my friends like we used to, but I guess friendships don't last forever. i knew I was arriving to the venue about an hour early, mainly because I wanted to be close to the stage. i honestly couldn't wait.

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the two days from monday to wednesday, went by so slow. it felt like three weeks instead of two days.

i spent a good hour and a half getting ready. now everyone is lucky enough to meet their favorite band. I was glad they weren't all time low, famous.

once I arrived at the venue, I was the only person there. i stood by the doors until I saw justin come around the corner. since I was the only person there he didn't have a problem coming over and talking. "justin, I love you a lot and I can't wait to hear you scream during misconnections." "im glad you're excited. I love you too!" I pulled out my phone and asked for a picture. we took a few and then he signed my cd, and explained he had to go into the venue to rehearse.

it wasn't too much longer, until people started to arrive.

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a/n: hii. i know I start a lot of stories but my love for 7mih is too great for me not to writer about. they were an hour and a half away from me yesterday and I didn't get to go. I literally cried.

ugh.

timmy is the love of my life.

-tori.