nerdy erohw [boyxboy]

YOUNG MASTER TO WHORE

"Fag"

"piece of shit"

"Disgusting"

"waste of space"

"Worthless"

She came closer to me, looking so angry, her eyes is full of hate, disgust and  rage. I immediately back off but she caught my face in her beautifully manicured nails.

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU SINNER, YOU ARE NOT MY SON. I FEEL SO DIRTY CARRYING A FAG LIKE YOU IN MY WOMB."  She shouted, and im stunned. Shocked.

I cant talk, words had left me speechless. My mother, my sweet mother who use to tuck me in at night just said that to me. I feel my eyes water, but i stop my tears from falling.

My father just stand there calmly. He then look at the maids and butlers whose looking. Pity in their eyes. I just look down.

"Sebastian, is everything ready?"  Father  question the butler and sebby just nodded.

"Good, do your work. Send this sinner to another country, and leave him to rot in there."   My eyes widen, send me away? Another country? But im only 12. I look at sebby and he just nodded, as if its normal to just send your only son away. When i saw sebby coming closer to me i look back at my parents. Panick cosumed me and i run to my parents. I begged them, sob while on my kness, holding my mothers beautiful dress, asking for forgiveness. I cried so hard, i even ask to be their slave, i promised to do everything. But they just look at me in disgust. One of the butler, hold me gently and pry my hands off of my mothers dress.

"Mother, Father  you cant do this to me, i promised to change. I made a mistake. Just one. Cant you forgive me? Please" i cried and attempt to run in my mother  again, but my father stop me and then slapped me flat in the face. I was shocked, so shock i cant even moved.

"go now sebastian. None of you slaves will take pity in this sinner. If i found out that one of you take this kid in i will make your families suffer." He threatened. Thats were i lost hope. Thats were my mind darkened. When i look up to my poor excuse of a parent, theyre already at the stairs walking shamelessly. I scoff.

sebby came closer to me ."Lets go young master levi"

Then my fathers head suddenly snap to us again "his not levi. Levi is my son. That sinner is gay, therefore he is not my son and not levi."

I just look at him blankly and put my hands in my pockets. They all look shock at my gesture. But i just shrugged.

"THEN. YOU. ARE. NOT. MY FATHER ANYMORE. i wish you have an incurable disease when you get old and your stupid money and reputation wont even of  used to you. Just rot in hell, together with your  whore of a wife." I shouted. And With that i turned away and walked to the doors ignoring my fathers rambles.

When sebby and i arrive at the place, unknown to me, he just look at me, and he dig in his pocket giving me some money.

"This is all i could give to you, i suggest you look at some orphanage young master levi. Life is a bitch but everything is going to be alright"  he murmured with teary eyes. I know he couldnt do a thing about this. His family is at stake. I just nod at him. I hugged him and say my good bye.

"Good bye levi" he  kissed my forehead. But i shake my head.

"Im not levi anymore sebby, my name now is seth."  i stare at his eyes and smiled. He smiled too then pat my head.

"Youre stonger than this seth. Goodbye"  with a bow, he turned around, walked away and never look back.

I was left at some foreign airport that i dont know.

Life is a bitch.

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beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.
i groan. Ohhh that annoying sound that i have to hear every single day. i peak at my side and reach for my alarm clock at the floor. It didnt fall to the floor, its just that my matress is on the floor so yeahh. Why bother buying a bed frame? Its just a waste of space and money.

I got up and stretch. 1st day of school and all that shit, this is my 1st time in 6 years that im actually going to school and study. I finish the rest of my elementary and high school years, last 2 years ago and had my diploma through online schooling. It was the club owner, travis, who suggested it since im already making money at that time. Im planning on online studying till college, but the fees is so high that i wouldnt be able to pay for my apartment. So i suck it up, and enroll myself to the near university. Im majoring in Psychology and i manage to have a full scholarship. So all and all its good to be in a uni.

I dont plan to be a whore my entire life, if i manage to have a decent work after graduation im going to leave the sex industry.

So for now, i have to get ready and study.

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Phone. Check.

Keys. Check.

Ipod. Check.

Wallet. Check.

Schedule. Check.

I look into my mirror and check my appearance.

Skinny jeans. Band shirt. An oversize hoodie. Benie. And a big ass eye glass. Okay. Looking nerdy seth. Looking nerdy. I just smiled and shake my head. I would have wore my contact lens but this eyeglass help my disguise too.

people from uni cant find out about me being a whore or else ill fucking lose my scholarship and i cant let that happen.

Fixing my bangs a bit and im all set.

Walking out of my apartment, i brace myself for a tiring day.