Aurelia

- seven -

⚠~ warning ~️⚠️
*There will be SH in this chapter*
Sh = self harm

Aurelia's pov - Before she left

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I'm leaving I don't care what anyone says, I'm packing my bag right now put my guns in my waistband and left my room I went to dante's room and took one of his car keys and went downstairs with one of the guns in my hand.

I was almost down when I saw xander he looked shocked for a second and then looked at my bag his face went cold then he called dad to see what I was doing. Dad came and he just door with his mouth open in shock.

You already know what happens with luca and the rest of my brothers but when xander smacked the gun out of my hand he looked like he was about to attack me so I retaliated and attacked him pulling my best combat skills he started to fight back.

But I knew all his weak points I kicked his pressure point and he dropped I dusted my hands and walked out the front door. I used the car keys to find which car the keys belonged to and drove away, I was going to come back just after like 3 days I sent my twin a text telling him I would be back in a few days or so the text was delivered but he didn't see it yet so I know they were still checking on xander.

It was like a 40 minute drive with how fast I was going but I stopped a few miles back and left my phone in the car so that they couldn't track me down. I reached the gates of my mansion and looked inside the gates were open a bit and I couldn't see any of my guards something was wrong I could feel it but I went in anyways.

I walked in slowly and looked around and checked my surroundings making sure no one was there I grabbed my 2nd gun from my waistband and went to my office, I heard talking, I counted 5 people all male.
" where is your boss?" Mystery man 1 said "I don't know" Jay said I peeked through the door and looked at Jay he was sitting in my office chair tied up he saw me I told him to keep quiet and he nodded to me telling me he understood.

I kicked the doors down and shot 3 of them in the center of the heads I slid across the floor to the two remaining intruders shooting their ankles and watched them fall and cry in agony telling me how I will pay but anywayss I kicked their faces and knocked them out.

I went to Jay and untied him, He hugged me and thanked me for rescuing him I told him it was fine. " Do you know where the guards went?"I asked " no it was an ambush and they took all the guards away from the house" "who are they?" I asked already thinking about our enemies in my head " the russians" I laughed in his face " the Russians they are not even in the rank of the biggest mafias and they dare ambush me the leader of the best mafia in the world?" He nodded his head also smiling a bit.

" get me a meeting with the Russians as soon as you can" I asked Jay he nodded his head and left the office to start his calls. I stay in the office recruiting new guards since my other ones are gone. While I was doing my work I can admit I did feel a pang of guilt inside me for doing what I did to xander, he's going to punish me I already know I'm just going to have to be ready for it.

John's punishments were really bad but compared to what an Italian dons punishments could be John's punishments are like forcing a kid to eat candy.

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A few hours later -

Jay came back into the office and told me that he scheduled a meeting with the Russians tomorrow wait TOMORROW that was really fast," thank you for being such a good 2nd in command"he chuckled " its my pleasure working with the best" He says wiggling his eyebrows I giggled at his statement."Okay that's enough joking around you need to go get some rest for tommorow" He nodded and left my office

I looked in my office draws for something I was craving ever since I got here and sighed in relief when I found it, I pulled out a cig and lighter and inhaled all the good stuff I knew it was bad for me but I didn't care that's the reason why I started smoking, so it would give me a quicker death.

After an hour of smoking I dropped it and stepped on it even after an hour I still wasn't Satisfied I get up from my chair and go to my mafia bedroom which I rarely use. I go to the bathroom and sit on the floor grabbing the razor and slicing away at my skin,I'm still not satisfied so I continue going tears falling out of my eyes at a slow pace, why was this happening to me what have I done to deserve a life that hurts me every single day.

When I'm done with my emotions I wash up and sit on the bed with my gun in my hand putting it up to my head, why can't I end it right now?, if I did no one would care, all these dark thoughts were spinning around in my head after a few minutes I put the gun down and sat there on my bed reflecting on my life. Having insomnia really helps if your a mafia leader you don't sleep so you can keep your guard up at all times.

Wait but how did I sleep when I was with my family I never sleep unless I was knocked out maybe my insomnia doesn't work I'm with them. All these thoughts were in my head and when the thoughts did leave I was left with thinking about my brothers and my father. I miss my twin already and it's only been a couple of hours since I last saw him.

Her office -

Her mafia bedroom -

So I just sat there until morning thinking about things.

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Double update !!!

Word count - 1086
A pretty short chapter still don't worry it will get better.
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