"listen Matt, shall I put the baby in orphanage?! Papers are already ready!" I said reminding him that I still Have a choice.
"I don't know about that Jason. Are you really gonna abandon your child." he said. And I was swayed that my decision of meeting matt as he was an adult was totally wrong. I never imagined he could be this emotional.
"abandon? No! Good care will be taken for sure!" I said.
"good care in orphanage? You say? If you would have been in an orphanage, then would you have been a singer?" he asked. He was way too emotional.
"but you've lived alone since you were 15.. And you don't seem to be unhappy or unsuccessful or something! " I tried to convince him.
"because my parents prepared me before I shifted." he said while jerking my shoulders with his hands.
"so what am I supposed to do?? Keep the baby?!" I asked him while giving his jerk back by removing his hands off my shoulders.
"I really don't know. That's why I was picturing you.." I interrupted, "do not remind me.. I already know"
"maybe you can talk to Justin about it" he said. I regretted coming here. He gave me world's worst advices.
"he's too young" I disagreed.
"but he's good in these cases" he protested.
I drove away from there along with Jake. I drove to Justin. He came outside, in front of his gate. I know why.he didn't want his parents to see me.
"James? What are you doing here?" he asked.
"Justin..do not freak out.." I said and paused for a while rethinking why did I actually come here?
"I Made a girl pregnant!" I said.
He didn't freak out.maybe matt was right.
"you?? Really" he asked. Why did I come here?! Damn matt!
"yeah me! What's the problem?!"
"are you even capable of doing it?"he asked.
"of course I am!" I said.
"but you were Always anti girls. How could you get a girl on your bed!" he asked confused. As if I'm a gay.
"I've become that because of her.actually, I've realized the truth because of her. Love's a fairytale. People are fascinated about it and wants it to happen to them. But of course it's a supernatural thing." I protested.
"why don't you marry her? You have to Surely end up like that. Why not now?"
"that's not any choice. It would have been fine with me but first, she doesn't wants that. Second, she's 10 years older than me. Third, our professions won't let us.actually her profession won't let her." I explained.
"okay"he tried to retaliate.
"why didn't you use condoms??" he asked.
As if??!"of course I used them.. I'm not that naive! "
"okay.tell me everything from the start!" he ordered. I still doubted my decision of coming here.
"okay...she's Catherine " I said.
"no!!! Really?? Your boss??" he asked and giggled.
"I know. I know. It's ridiculous. I don't know what I was thinking that time. It's Bout 3 months ago. She saw me singing in a pub and then met me in person. And that day I had sex with her and the day next to it, and the day next to it. In short, the whole month. It was one summer day, while both of us were on the bed, she asked me if I'll work for her and then revealed her identity professionally. I couldn't say no. I simply said yes without putting any second thought to it. Then I realized that she only used me. She knew that if I would sing under her name both of us will be benefited professionally.so after that it was all over. She Became my boss and I# her employee. Just an employee."
"seriously Jason??! Even if the girl was on contraceptive pills,even if she had copper t .. You would have got her pregnant. So much?? You really thought condoms were enough?! And you say you never got much Freedom
After all its just a small sperm which tries to fuse into ova. And only thing that stops them to meet is that thin condom. And that also everyday you gave it a chance. A small.. Very small hole would have been enough for..uh..you know to get her pregnant!" he concluded. I still doubted why did I come here!
"what am I supposed to do??" I asked as i reminded him why did I come here.
"tell your father about it!" he said as if he doesn't know anything. It's not any matter of my classmate bullying me! Damn it!
"are you crazy?! Have you lost all your senses?!" I said as i pictured what matt thought.
"after all he's your father. He has the right to know about it!" he said.
"he'll throw me out!" I protested in frustration.
"no parent does that!" he said and then after few seconds realized that he was wrong. My mother left me when I was 9.
"I'm sorry! But you know it's a different case." he explained.
I sighed and went away. Jake then drove me to my home and to my surprise, old man was there. What was he doing?
"why are you so late?!" he scolded me. Oh I just realized the time, it was 11:30 pm.
"no excuse! You're grounded for a week! There are certain rules in our house Jason, and they are supposed to be followed!!" he yelled at me.
And Justin said that he won't throw me out.
The next day. Three day have passed. Only five days are left to inform her about my decision. I went to the living room for Breakfast and saw papa waiting for me there. He smirked at me. On second thought, maybe I can tell him.
