happy accidents

despair. or not?

It was very cold night , I took my rainbow sweater with heart buttons down the sides my phone and my vape as I Head over to a small park with a baseball field in front of it a very futuristic looking baseball field because this city that I had taken residents in who was unlike any other city I've seen.
I got here over a month ago.
Doing my job as prescribed.
Call it required.
I was technically retired sticking back to the old days.
That didn't mean I had to stop doing my job as a magical girl of course.
Whiches we're gathering in the city and I knew not why as it was my job to figure out and purify them.
As I look over my life choices.
I headed down my shortcut through the woods which eventually opened up to a small park with a single lamp street light.
Taking my seat down on some swings I looked down on my index finger or a ring was .
On the inside of the palm where characteristics written in a different language. And on the other side was a small purple gem that was slightly clouded.

I take a deep side as I quietly take out a small knife.
And with my other hand a small little gem appears.
(As the image shows above)
I look around for a moment just in case.
"Lucky for me I don't turn into a witch when I die I just.."
I mumbled the last few words to myself incoherently.

I sat there for about 30 minutes debating at our relationship or shouldn't it's not like I was that big of a need and modern times.
Taking a deep breath I raise the nice slightly up ready to stab into the heart of the soul gem.

"Whatcha doing?"

Startled I jump in my seat for just a moment "ah -!"
"What .."
I turn my attention to sound of the voice no sitting next to me on the swings, only then did I realize he had a tight grip on the wrist the knife I was holding.

"Um"
"What.."

"I'll  ask again what are you doin"?"

"What's it to you?"
I responded with slight annoyance in my voice I tried to yank my wrist back however is a grip he had with certainly titanium.

"Answer"
His voice sounded more forceful this time as if not taking a no for an answer.

"Killing myself?"
"Why do you car-"

"You look pretty tired" I said as I glanced back over to him my eyes off of my soul gem .

"I am"

Only then did I noticed his teachers well what little I could see from his features at least. He seems to be wearing some form of Itachi theme cloak I held back my little Giggle thinking of Naruto.
He obviously had some kind of tail as it was swaying back and forth on the swings though I could see a slight glow coming from his eyes.

"Why are you trying to kill yourself?
He asked
His voice softer this time losing the touch of irritants that he had before.

"I'm tired "

"Of?"
He asked letting go of my hand but then swiping my soul gem.

"Hey!"
I reach over across the swings to try and grab it but he built it out of my reach and puts it in some pocket somewhere.

"Urghhh"
I groan
"I don't know why you're asking this also is 3:00 in the morning You looking more suspicious than I am right now with your hood and everything"

"What to answer your question which I had previously stated I am tired, I don't feel like living anymore "
"Is some big personal shit "

"I got loads of time"
He responded with a chuckle

"Huhu"
I take a deep sigh

"Whatever "

Then there was a good few moments of silence before he broke it asking a weird question.. that I wasn't expecting to hear out of the blue let alone from a stranger who looks sketchy fuck .