HIS SECOND WIFE | | JIN FF

~PART 20~

Your lips trembled on hearing him addressing you as his late wife . You looked over your husband to see his reaction but all he showed was a blank face . He didn't even looked at you which gave a sting feeling inside your chest . You wanted him to correct him but he didn't . Now you made a assumption maybe he just don't like the fact of you being his wife . Taking a deep breath you smiled at Mr Park ,

YN : Oh did he ? 

Mr Park : Yes dear ! He always used to praise you and now I see why ?

Your response made jin feel even more guilty , Jin got a call so he excused himself , Even Mr park got busy with other guests . You wanted to have a talk with jin but you found him no where around . After waiting for fifteen you finally saw him coming inside from the main door . You took fast steps towards him , he saw your impatient figure and knew what's coming next ?

Like a guilty person he didn't want to face you  , Not at least  right at the party , You were about to call him but he quickly turned left and went inside the group of his business partner .

You noticed everything , how he noticed you coming towards , and how his eyes widened looking at you , and the next action of him ignoring just got on your nerves . Your fingers curled up and you released deep breath to calm yourself . You were now even more hurt by his action .

You took one of the seats and stared at your husband who is now talking to his business partner with a wine in his hand , from the side eye even e was looking at you and felt bad seeing your pale face.

Half and hour passed but still he didn't even bothered to look at you , now your eyes were getting teary because of his ignorance . Doesn't he know that it's time to eat ? 

Now you can't handle it anymore so quickly grabbing your purse you went out of the park mansion . Tears were just streaming down your face , Doesn't he know how sensitive person you are ? Hs actions always affected you but still you don't wanna leave him and this feeling makes you feel pathetic .

Quickly getting inside the taxi , you went away from the place .

Meanwhile jin had no idea about you being not present inside the mansion , he did look at your direction but assumed you to be at washroom .

Cold breeze was hugging your skin , hair were silently blowing in the air , the waves on the beach was just looking beautiful but rightnow your heart was just crying . Three finished bottles of alcohol was dropped beside you and you were on your way to finish the fourth one . This was your first time to drink but surprisingly you were still not hurt maybe your hormones are busy in settling your crying heart and messed up mind that they didn't even noticed the amount alcohol you are consuming .

Your face was soaked with tears but still the tears were not stopping . You were hiccuping so badly because of crying so long , 

YN : Cheers to the love that we can't have !

You said while raising your hand which is holding the bottle ,

YN : Why jin ?

You say with cracked voice , You want to know why he addressed as his late wife , 

YN : I know you don't love me . I know you don't accept me as your wife bu-but today it w-was too much , i don't want to be replacement .

Even though no one addressed as his replacement but being addressed by his late wife's name is even more worst feeling and on top seeing your husband acting all unbothered .

YN :  I don't really know why i am still hoping ?

You say and gulp your drink ,

YN : Sometimes you really make him feel that i have chance with you but when i try you make me realize i never really had any .

You say and hiccup , The temperature was just getting cold , your petite figure was shivering but do nyou even give shit about all of this ? The physical pain is nothing more than the emotional damage you're going through ,

YN : Sometimes i wish i could read your mind but then stops realizing what if i couldn't bear the truth ?

You were blabbering to yourself as if he sitting with you , You wanted to complain all of this to him but never build the courage but the alcohol effect was making you do it all involuntarily ,

YN : It's hard watching you love your late wife so much and getting ignored by you . 

You finally broke down even more , you were crying your heart out .

Someone sat beside , you felt the presence of the presence . You raise you head to look but found the person passing you his handkerchief , Taking it from the stranger , you wiped your face and cleaned your flowing nose .

The person beside you speaks and his voice was just angelic ,

?? : A grown up lady like you crying in the middle of the night . What happened crybaby ?

To be Continued !