The Beta's pregnant Alpha

Andrei

"What are you saying?"I looked at the very man because of my selfishness destroyed his relationship with my own best friend who took me in when my parents tried to marry me off to a man old enough to be my father.

"I can't stop thinking about you ever since that night."I looked at him surprised at his words.I thought that we both agreed to treat what happened five years ago as a mistake that wasn't suppose to happen nor repeat itself ever again.

"Have you gone nuts?"

"Yes Drei,I have gone nuts for your love."That name,it brought back so many things I so desired not to dwell on because of what happened then.

"Listen Oscar,you and I can never be a thing because Oscar Jack Villarosa loves only one man and that is your husband so you can never love me,for crying out,you are suppose to hate me with every fiber in you.Oscar,you know the reason I came back was to get closer to my daughter nothing else so get the fuck out of my house this minute."He looked hurt at my words,but I had to stop whatever was brewing because it isn't fair for Collins neither to  the memories of my late husband.

"I don't know when my hate for you turned into love but all I know is I feel nothing for Collins now all I want is you."I wided my eyes at his words,he shouldn't be saying this,the Oscar I know shouldn't be confessing his love to me and his so called love to me is lust.

"Wake up from your dream Oscar and go back to the man who is eagerly waiting for you as we speak please just go and never return because I can't again be the reason for another failed relationship of yours."He looked at me with hungry eyes and before I realized it,he kissed the living day out of me and oh god,I shouldn't feel anything about the kiss but here I was indulging in my sinful desires with the man I have grown to love once again and again,I snapped out of it because I can't be the Andrei Mensah that destroyed the beautiful relationship of Oscar and Raine years ago and caused John the man who loved me so selflessly pain years ago.

I stopped the kiss and slapped Oscar trying to wake him up from his lustful desires that he thinks are love.

"You don't love me at all please understand that Oscar and  go back to the arms of the one you truly love."

"No, It is you I love please understand that what we feel for each is true and not mere lust."He hugged me earnestly trying to convince me that he loves me so I did the one thing I hoped would make him see reasons that this wasn't love but lust and both of them are not similar in one way or the other.

I shakily undressed myself tears in my eyes,asking for forgiveness from Sean,my late husband before kissing Oscar passionately.

"What you want from me is not love but my body so have it for today and wake up to the reality that we can never be together.

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My poor Collins doesn't deserve this but the devil in me can't be stopped.
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Phoenix