dead scara (you can't back out now.)
It's been a few weeks since Scaramouche's death. He burned alive while Kazuha was away on commissions. It was brutal. He pleaded for Kazuha, hoping he would come, but he never did. Scara was in pain, he wanted to see his lover for the last time. But he never got the chance to do so. Kaedehara was in absolute agony when he found out about his lovers death, to this day, he still blames himself for not being able to save Scaramouche.
The next lines take place a few weeks later;
Kazuha was a decent painter, Scara always complimented his paintings, the memories make the white haired male tear up. He misses his lover so much that words can't explain it.
He paints Scaramouche everyday, just to not forget him. Tears stain his eyes every
time he does it, yet it's the only thing that can make him calm down for a bit, he knows that his death was excruciating. But knowing he wasn't there makes him feel so much guilt. He wanted to be there to save him, to protect him, to just be with him in his final moments.
Yet he wasn't.
It breaks Kazuha's heart, he feels his chest tightening, heart throbbing and like it's being smashed into a million pieces.
'If only he died instead of his lover.'
He can't let Scara go. He can't, it's an attachment, an obsession, love.
He finally gives in and bursts out in tears, sobbing violently, he wants to die, he can't live without Scaramouche.
Unfortunately, this continues for days, weeks, months, then finally, a year.
Kazuha still paints Scaramouche, starting to forget what he looks like, and his voice. He knows that at one moment, his whole memory of his lover will be gone. That is, until he feels a presence behind him, and a hand on his shoulder.
He turns his head around to face a familiar appearance. An indigo haired boy, with similar color eyes as his hair, he's wearing a long, white kimono, with a gentle smile, yet, Kazuha cannot make out who the familiar face it.
"Hello Kazuha. Did you miss me?"
It was none other than Scaramouche.
Of course, the painter immediately recognizes him, getting up and hugging him, very tight, tears falling down his face. Scara just smiles, hugging him back.
"I'm here now, it's okay, it's not your fault."
Scaramouche jolts awake. It was all a dream, he starts crying again.
'Scaramouche isn't alive, he's dead, you'll never see him again. It's over.'
I would like to formally and publicly apologize for this chapter. What i did was not right of me. (I felt depressed) And it will not happen again, (It will) I really hope you can forgive me (Take it or leave it)
I'm sorry
-Sincerely, the author.
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Romance(Smut, angst, etc.) -Requests are open unless i say differently. -Both characters are of legal age. Hello, my name is Ray. I update at least once a week for now since I do have a lot of difficulties and just things in general. If I don't update for...
