I’m sorry
For oh so many things
But mostly for not being there
When I think you may have needed me
I’m so sorry
For blanking out
And pushing everyone away
I feel like I might have saved you
I’m sorry
This isn’t what I meant to happen
It feels like my own fault
Disappearing when I did
I’m so sorry!
You were reaching out
And I ignored your plea
Believing it to be something else
But when have you ever asked for me?!
I’m sorry!
I pushed even you away
And that’s not what you needed
And now there’s so much distance in your eyes
At times they look so dead
I’m so sorry
I promise I’m trying to understand
But now you’re pushing me away
And I know it’s my fault
That you’re shutting me out
I’m sorry
Look how now the tables have turned
But I’m crying for you
And the things you’ve been through
Oh, if only you could see
I’m here if you’ll just come to me
I’m so sorry
I wish things could be different
If only I could go back in time
And change the things that messed this up
I miss you so much
