Me,Myself&Him

Chapter 2

Chapter 2

Everyday our feelings became intense and our actions towards each other did to. We would lean on each other’s shoulders to find comfort. Whenever I would lean on him, it felt right and at that moment he was the only person I wanted to be with, I didn’t even want to be with my friends I just wanted to be with him alone and just spend those moments together.

Friday came, and it was my last day in Alex’s house. I felt down because I thought he wouldn’t come today. Unexpectedly I heard a light knock at the door; I thought to myself it wasn’t going to be him feeling cheerless, I sat on the staircase waiting for the door to be opened there was a black silhouette at first I just thought it was someone else until Jacob came in along with his brother, he was wearing a grey jumper, blue jeans and a blue converse, I focused my eyes on him everything was a blur except him-thank God he couldn’t see me through the staircase.

 Literally I was bursting with excitement in my head I just felt like screaming but I didn’t want to make it too noticeable that I was excited because of him. 

He was walking up to the living room where the staircase was opposite to, I quickly ran up the stairs loudly thumping my feet onto it like a jumbo elephant, I assume he knew that it was me thumping up the staircase because apparently I’m loud feet according to Jacob which I was offended but I didn’t really care.

I was still in my pyjamas dress which I’ve overgrown out of besides I didn’t want to go down wearing a pyjama, with my hair tangled everywhere! When did I feel insecure about myself? A week ago I was this girl who didn’t care how she dressed liked and how she even looked liked but I’ve never felt like this before in my lifetime.

 I walked in the bathroom and locked the door and then hopped inside the shower. Without recognizing I started singing ‘A whole new world’ while shampooing my hair with Dove and then heard some footsteps coming near, I stopped singing hoping it wasn’t Jacob I then continued to shower for another ten minutes and then stepped out to dry myself then wore my blue leggings, white shirt and a grey long cardigan to cover it up and leaving my damp hair to dry.

I skipped down the stairs and nearly tripping over one. Phew or else I would have been rolling down the stairs embarrassing myself in front of Jacob. I went inside the kitchen to look at a plate of deliciousness, egg, beans, chicken hot dog and brown crispy toast which pretty much described heaven for me. I sat down next to Jacob who I was kind of psyched about, hope he is not reading my mind right now because clearly everyone was dead silent and I was just glancing at him.

After an awkward breakfast, everyone just spread out everywhere in the house and I was just casually there lying in the sofa and Jacob was opposite me, I just couldn’t take my eyes off him I had numerous of questions in my head like

Does he like me back?

Did he notice me starring at him?

Is he happy to see me?

Does he want to say anything to me?

My head was full of questions wanting to burst it out all in my go just to get things over with.

 After an hour past full of awkward conversations and awkward glances at each other finally Jason and Alex came back downstairs wanting to watch fast and the Furious 5, Jacob and I simultaneously agreed and he looked in a different direction which made it more awkward. Everyone sat down in the sofa snuggled together except from me and Jacob just sitting next to each other and watching Jason and Alex sharing a blanket together- I swear these two like each other.

.The movie started and everyone was getting comfortable, it started with a fighting scene- I think but without noticing I leaned on Jacob trying to get comfort from him, next thing I know we were sharing a blanket together and then he was laying on my lap but Alex and Jason ruined the moment by arguing over a blanket- what cute couples and I had to move and sit in the middle of those two lovebirds which I hated because I was away from Jacob but I noticed he swapped sits with Alex.

After a 2 hour movie everyone was exhausted and Jason and Alex ran back up the stairs.

“So you want to watch another movie?” Jacob uttered

“Sure but you chose” I answered back

“How about....” still scanning through the DVDS “Ah Big momma” 

 Sure, I love that movie.” Laughing at the DVD cover

He turned on the movie and we started watching it, we finally started talking whiles the film was playing which part happened at what part and we were laughing at the funny scenes. We both shared a blanket together and lying in a sofa next to each other. Next thing I know I was feeding him grapes and apples and I was full of joy that I got to spend this moment alone with him. 

After the movie finished, we didn’t watch another movie because everyone was coming over Alex’s house for song practise plus everything went awkward between us again, he was walking around the room in circles thinking-hoping he didn’t regret doing that with me.

Everyone started to arrive in the house and also my best friend Sophia, I knew her since we were about the age of 3 or 4 and she was the first person I told to about Jacob and I situation earlier when we were watching the movie. Her mouth dropped open when I told her and Jacob was glancing me seeing if I had told her what had just happened earlier.

“Does he like you?” She loudly said

“Don’t say it out loud HERE!”

“Wellll.....” Sophia gave me that ‘tell me now’ look

“I haven’t even confessed my feelings to him yet so how I suppose to know if he liked me or not.” I blurted out in anger.

 “Confess to him now before it’s too late!” she demanded

“NOT NOW not what had just happened earlier it still feels awkward”

“Okay fine you chose your moment but don’t blame me if it’s too late.” Rolling her eyes at me  

I didn’t say anything anymore. I was thinking about what she said earlier about confessing my feelings to him now before it’s too late. I was thinking about the worst case scenarios if I told him I liked him like him telling me he doesn’t like me or he liked another person or  maybe he didn’t want to see me anymore.

Singing practise was finished and I was sad that Jacob was leaving so soon, we gave each other glances before he left.

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Sorry guys that this is a late update!!!! But i tried to make this chapter longer!!!!

A new character her best friend Sophia! 

Please suggest any ideas on the comment and please VOTE!!!

Exams and homework so didn't have any time to update but I had time today!!! WWEEHEE!!

HOLIDAYS SOON!! Thank you for reading!!!! LOVE YOU !!