As they lowered my body into the ground I watched as my loved ones shed tears. I couldn't help but feel sorrow for I've caused them pain and they'll have to grieve. I just don't know how I got to this point. I guess it'd be better if I started from the beginning.
You see I was a trouble child but I meant well. I never thought I'd be watching my body be lowered into the ground or that I'd be attending my own funeral. At this age , I don't think anybody would think of this. It would be a sickening- wait it is a sickening thought. My death wasn't a accident though. After many attempts it became a reality. You're probably asking why I'd kill myself. It's a lot to explain.
Multiple things made me feel that I've lived enough and that I had no further purpose. It must've been my time to go because Heaven's gate have opened and accepted me into them. I guess this is where the story of my life starts.
