i feel alive

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When i got home i went up stairs and sobered up and went back down and had a movie night w my mum and dad i loved them they were the best parents in the world, but i felt bad for cassie they kinda favourited me.
"what should we watch" my mum says.
before my dad could saying anything i shouted
"BLACK PHONE"
they both chuckled and put it on and soon after i fell asleep on the sofa.

                               NEXT MORNING

i woke up feeling alive for some weird reason so i got my speaker out and started singing and dancing in my room till my phone started blowing up from friend group chat
                                The best hoes😘
maddy ♥️
u fucking kissed
ash babes that's so cute xx

BB🫶🏼
ikr it's so cute i just saw
it on insta xx

lexi 😘
i was there when it
happend they were having a full
on make our sesh xx😭

Kat 🧡
couple goals xx

me
i swear to god if y'all don't shutup
i'll kill u i was drunk and it was spin
the bottle and im not a pussy xoxo
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i thought to myself
"ffs man y did i kiss him lemme message rue anyway to hang"
                                     rue rue 🥰
me
wanna hang xx.

rue rue 🥰
ofc meet at fez's shop x
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"mum i'm js going out with my friend cya in a bit love u" i shout walking out the door.
i got in my car and rove down to the shop and saw rue.
"hey rue rue" i hug her
"hey E" she hugs me back
"just give me a sec i need to talk to ash" i say walking into the freezer.
"ASH" i shout
"what evie"  he replies
"can you tell me what type of shit i was saying to you last night" i say
"okay this is gonna be fun" he laughs
"first when we got there u whispered in my ear hey ashy baby then when u and maddy started making out u said to me don't be jealous i'll give u some more kisses and u leaned in and i pushed u away and then u got this furry thing out it around me then lifted up my chin and whispered this is so ur look ashy baby" he laughs
"oh.. my .. FUCKING GOD" i shout
ash just laughs at me
" im so sorry" i look down in embarrassment
"don't worry it fine we hate eachother anyway so i didn't take any of it fr" he says
"cya ash" i say walking away
"bye evie" he says
but then another thing shot in my head last night nate jacobs raped me omg i wanna kms . i looked at my wrists and remembered. ugh
"you ready to go" rue said
"yes " i say with a smile

                      (time skip)
we just hung out for abit nd she came back to mine to sleepover and we fell asleep.
  
                             NEXT MORNING

i woke up to that stupid ass alarm again and me and rue got up and wore matching outfits but since we don't have same aesthetics we went with hers.

we wore this but i wore blue she wore red and i wore shorter shorts x

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we wore this but i wore blue she wore red and i wore shorter shorts x

We got to school and met up with the friend group
"girl tell me all the goss abt u nd ash" they all said.
"there's nothing going on between me and ash we're litto enemies and that's it" i say
"okay u keep thinking that girl" maddy says
i laugh at her then cassie came up to me and i was shocked cuz she never talks to me she practically hates me
"hey evie" she says with a smile
"hey cassie wassup " i smile back
"wanna hang u nd me tonight" she says
"sure" i say shocked
we went to class and again i was sat next to ash.
"just to clarify that kiss meant nothing" he says
"yes i know" i kinda spit back
"yh whatever,fat slut" he mutters the last bit again.
i look at him on the verge of crying and put my head on the desk and fall asleep crying. i got shaken awake by ash
"the fuck u want man" i whisper shout
"wake the fuck up it's the end of class" he whispers
i shot up from my seat and walked out.
i walk up to cassie and say " when we hang out should we hang with rue , fez and ash"
"yes sure" she smiles

                              (time skip)  ash's pov x

i was at the shop in the freezer with fez then cassie and evie walked in and she said " y'all wanna go get high together"  "fuck yh" fez reply's "sure" i say
"okay let's go" cassie and evie say in sync.

late we're all high asf led on the top of evie's car looking at the stars when evie fell alseep on my chest and i wanted to push her off but i felt bad so whatever. 
                        (another time skip soz)

i woke up evie and we went into my house and sat on sofa and we watched a film. but then cassie and evie left. so i went to bed.
  
                             Evie's pov x

when i got. home me and cassie when straight to sleep in my room.

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