She was only a baby when her father died . He was never here for her to bond and have a effect on her. She grew up as life got harder. So beautiful but sad ,witch was a shame. She always was in her room as her family argued. She was so sad ,no one there for her to talk to. When she got older she started smoking and drinking ,only the age of 12. She only had a few of friends that were her "kind" . She was "emo" as people would say. She would wear all black and have dark make up. She never really love someone. Had bad trust issues cause of everything in her past. She always wanted to be alone. She was judged a lot by people & her family. She just wanted to be lowkey and alone ,thats all she asked for. She was finally 13. She started smoking & drinking more. She started having depression & anxiety. She started having love issues. She also had growing issues (hint hint). She started turning the fuck up. She was open more tho, was being more open. She was prettier ,gorgeous actually. She started listening to bands. She was a pot head.(lol). She dyed her hair alot. She was better if you ask me. She was so beautiful & amazing. She was no longer young & no longer sad.