A Night to remember (Book1)

Chapter 10

ADDY

I open my eyes and blink the blurriness away; only when my vision comes back, I was met with a delicious sight—Liam. He was gorgeous, even when he slept.

My eyes linger on him for longer, but I must move. I was leaving today, and Becky would be here soon.

What the hell was the time, anyway?

I slowly moved up, but I felt held down by a heavyweight. I quickly look down and see hands resting on my side. I look over my shoulder to see Joel pressed against me. I was in between them.

Fuck.

The images of last night flooded my mind as they took me together. They filled me to the rim when they entered me. I never felt like that before.

I wanted more. There was no denying it. But I was leaving for a new chapter of my life, and they couldn't come.

My heart sank at the mere thought. One night would not be enough for us. Well, for me, it wasn't.

Why did I wait so long to be with them?

Shaking my thoughts away, I placed my hand on Joel's and lifted it gently, placing it on his side. My eyes lingered on his toned torso for a little longer. I noticed nothing about their bodies except their cocks, as my mind was elsewhere. He looked hot as hell. He hid this all under scrubs. Fuck.

My eyes moved over to Liam and took him in, too.

Both men were gorgeous and could have anyone, but last night I was called their girl and they even showed me that.

I slowly moved down the bed and quietly got up. I stood up, only for my legs to feel like jelly.

Well, they clearly wanted me not to walk tidy today.

My eyes went to the bed and took them both in. They looked so peaceful laying there. I wanted to wake them up, but the thought of seeing them would make me want to stay.

I have always wanted the job I am going to—it was my dream job, and I thought it was all I wanted until now.

I needed to go before they woke up.

My eyes went to the side of the bed, and realised that I didn't have long till Becky would arrive.

Turning on my heel, I walked out of Liam's room and headed toward my room. I quickly walked in and closed the door behind me. I scanned around and took in my empty room.

All the furniture was the guys, but there was nothing of mine left.

Over the past week, I had movers take my things to the new apartment I would be living in. Becky stayed with me for a few weeks until I got settled, but part of me thought she would move in like we planned a few months before this started.

I pushed off the door and headed to the bathroom. I left a few essentials behind, but they could be thrown away after today. I switched on the shower and jumped in, quickly washing my hair and body.

Making sure I rinsed everywhere, I shut off the water and grabbed one of Liam's towels. I placed it in here yesterday before he could notice. I didn't want to leave anything else of mine here.

I dried myself off and walked back into the bedroom to get dressed.

Once dressed in sweatpants and a tank top, I placed my feet into flip-flops and towel-dried my hair. I brushed it and left it alone.

I looked around and grabbed what I could, placing it into the bag I left to take with me.

Once everything was done, I made a final sweep of my room and walked over to the door. I placed my bag over my shoulder and looked over my shoulder for one final time in the room. This place was what I called home for the last year. I felt sad about leaving, but my emotions were everywhere.

I turned around and headed out of my room, but I stopped and looked towards Liam's room, where I shared Liam and Joel and slept in last night.

My heart longed to see them one more time, but I knew it was a bad idea.

I let out a low sigh as I turned around and headed down the stairs, but came to a stop when I took in the sight.

My cheeks flushed as images of what went on between us last night with the guys when we walked in from the club. I looked around and found all my clothes from last night scattered around. I moved toward them and picked them up, placing them all in my bag.

I wanted the dress. It would be a perfect reminder of the night I shared with them.

Once everything was in the bag, I ensured everything was back in place.

I walked over to the kitchen and glanced at the clock. Becky would be here soon. Knowing she would want to know all the details of what happened between Joel and Liam, I didn't really want to give her too much, as that was all for me. I was planning on keeping most of it to myself. I might give her the PG version.

Shaking my thoughts away, my eyes went to the notebook we used to leave notes for one another for shopping or to tell the others what was for dinner. My eyes lingered on the notepad. Leaving a note might help. I could suggest we meet up soon and I wanted to do it again.

I quickly grabbed the notebook and wrote a note for the guys.

My eyes lingered over the words until a car honked outside, and a ping echoed from the living room. I folded the paper up and left it on the counter.

I moved from the kitchen and walked back into the lounge, grabbing my bag.

My heart sank as I took in the place one more time I headed over to the front door and opened it. I quietly went through it and closed the door behind me.

Turning around, I smiled when I spotted the blue beetle outside. I walked away and headed to the car. Opening the door, my eyes went to the place one more time, probably thinking that the guys would be awake, but there was no one in the window or door.

With a sigh, I climbed into the car and placed my bag between my legs as I closed the door.

"Well, how was your last night with them?" Becky asked, making me look at her. "Did you hook up with them?"

Her eyes lingered on me for a while as I stared.

Part of me wanted to run back inside and see them one more time, but I knew I needed to go.

"Can we leave?" I asked. "I want to—"

"It's okay," Becky said, her eyes softening, and turned back to look at the road. "We have plenty of time. You can tell me when you have had more sleep."

I said nothing as I looked in the side mirror as she pulled away from my old home.

My heart clenched again.

This felt wrong, leaving them like this.

It wasn't like we would not see each other again. I planned on seeing them again soon, and there were always social media and phone calls we could make when we wanted to talk. Part of me believed we would keep in touch, but something nagged at me that it wouldn't happen.

"You rest, and we can pull over after an hour or two," Becky blurts out, pulling me from my thoughts to look at her. "We can have some food, and then you can tell me everything that happened."

I gave her a small smile as I leaned into the seat, letting my eyes close as they got heavy again.