Bound By Fate

PROLOGUE

"I'm sorry" she softly said as she averted her gaze from me and looked at her fingers that she was playing with.

"W-wait... W-why? Tell me, you aren't serious right?" saad ko at dumukwang sa lamesa't pilit itong pinatingin sa'kin.

" I don't love you, i just realized that I've never loved you. i... I'm just confused" she said as she intently gazing at my eyes. Habang ang mga kamay nito ay nasa ibabaw ng lamesa.

"Great! Just great! after everything you made me feel, you're now telling me that you didn't love me? Wow!" tumayo ako at humakbang pa atras upang mapalayo ng bahagya sa kaniya. Sobrang Lapit niya at langhap na langhap ko ang matamis na amoy nito.

"You know exactly what i've been through! Tapos..." putol ko sa sarili at bahagyang kumurap ng ilang ulit bago huminga ng malalim upang pigilan ang sariling pag hikbi.

"tapos.. u-ulitin mo lang din? Pare-pareho lang kayo" pinahid ko ang ilang mga butil ng luha na nahulog mula sa mga mata ko.

"No, Ace it's not what you think. I just dont know how to give back what you fee-"

"Please stop! Enough. I don't wanna hear it, please." putol ko sa ano mang sasabihin nito. At bumalik sa pagkakaupo tsaka pasimpleng pinahaid ang mga luha sa aking pisngi

"Naka moved on na ko noon e.. tahimik na 'ko tapos dumating ka, you told me that it's okay, that i need to love again because not everyone can hurt me like her. Like what she did. B-but you... Y-you prove it wrong. I was happy na e." umiiyak na sabi ko na ngayon ay pilit na sinasalubong ang mga tingin nito.

Nakita ko ang ilang ulit na pag kurap nito at biglang pag daan ng emosyon sa mata nito. Pain? Pero agad ding nawala. Iniwas nito ang tingin sakin at muli tumingin ito sa mga daliri na kanina pa nito nilalaro.

"I was happy living with my life e, I was contented, that it's okay not to have a special someone unless I'm ready again. But you came not knowing that you'll be the one who'll break me more into pieces" i said as i slowly stood up from the chair in front of her.

I was about to turn my back at her, But she grabbed my arm and forced me to face her. Her cold blood shot eyes caught me off guard.

"I'm... Sorry. P-please.. uh-m" she cleared her throat and freed my arm and averted her gaze from me before she continued what she was saying.

"Please leave, and please... Don't ever come back here unless it's about subject matter. Now leave." she said in her very cold voice, at i minwestra pa nito ang kamay na tila ba tinataboy ako nito. then she turned back at me.

I was left crying wondering what will happen next, mag u-umpisa na naman ba ako sa wala? She came unexpectedly, and i was so okay alone without special company with me.

I roamed around my eyes inside her office one last time, before bidding good-bye. It's as if she would come running and tell me that it was just a prank. 

This office has a lot of memories of us. This office became our love spot. Love? She never loved me that's what she said. Baka nag assume lang talaga ako.

I never thought that i would fall this hard for someone. Everything happened just so fast.

Now she's leaving, me things i never imagine to happened.