Natasha Romanoff || 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈 (𝑔𝓍𝑔)

august slipped away

Y/ns pov

Its been 3 months since I broke up with Nat- I mean Natasha. I really miss her, and every time I think about her I just end up crying. We genuinely had so much fun together, so many sweet moments that ill cherish forever. I miss her hugs, I miss her kisses, and most of all I miss her presence.  

Perhaps in another life it would have worked out. 

Natashas pov

I cant even look at her without tearing up. Tonight Tony was hosting another party, and although my original plan was not to go, Yelena kept insisting and I gave in. I stayed at the bar just serving drinks I saw y/n in the corner of my eye, and I tried avoiding her.

I can tell she was looking at me, while also talking to Steve. 

I miss my baby so much. 

*1 hour later*

Y/ns pov

The party was ending, there was music playing on the speakers, and an empty dance floor. At this point everyone left and I was alone... or so I thought. I heart the sound of dishes rattling, so I decided to go see who was still awake, and oh boy did I regret it. 

It was Natasha she was facing her back on me and putting away some glasses into the cabinets at the bar.  When she turned around she faced me and stared at me for what seemed like forever. Until she burst out crying, and honestly I couldn't help it and left a few tears fall down my cheek.

I instantly walked to where she was behind the bar table and wrapped my arms around her. 

My darling Natasha...

I missed her so fucking much. Just hugging her like this felt absolutely unreal. 

"Y/n..." she said still nuzzled in my chest, "y/n I miss you, I miss you everyday I cant even look at you without missing you."

"I know Nat," I say, "I miss you so much too you don't even know."

"Y/n," she said now facing me, "honestly I know you probably wouldn't give me a second chance, but 3 months ago when I broke up with you is because I wanted you to be safe, away from all this avengers chaos but in reality-"

"I know Nat, I know you wanted to keep me safe but you just hurt me even more, those 3 months without you were the worst 3 months of my life," I cut her off.

"Baby im so sorry," she said now hugging me.

We decided to take our conversation to the living room, where "august," by Taylor Swift was playing. Natasha offered me her hand, and we slowly danced to it. My head perched over her shoulder as our bodies rocked to the music.

"And I can see us twisted in bedsheets August sipped away like a bottle of wine 'Cause you were never mine."

"Y/n...," Natasha said quietly, "do you think you would be my girlfriend again?"

"Of course Natty, thats all I ever wanted."

Natasha smiled at the use of "Natty."

"Well then..." she said, "I guess I can finally do this..."

Natasha cupped my face and leaned in, passionately kissing me.

"I love you."